Drawing training...

Went for a tour last saturday~
Main purpose is to draw and to let go some stress~
thanks a lot to my senior for bringing me there.....
Will post a report after I arrange the photos and drawings(It took 3~4 hours just to make 3!!)

Anyway I will just make a short post here~XD
cheers

Reached an endpoint

Finished my mid-term, conclusion is this exam is totally ruined!! However, everything is in my expectation since I didn't really put much effort in my study.

I wonder what happened to me. During highschool, I can finished my revision easily within few hours. Come to university, everything is different. I learn much but I didn't get it well in exam. I cant really stayed focus during my revision, outside attractions are too many, self-controlled is insufficient. The main reason might be studying oversea( this condition only apply to me). No parental control on everything you did here, and parents will not know what are you doing right here. This is one of the reason to study abroad, not to do whatever you want but to learn self-discipline, to learn self-controlled. It has been 1 and almost a half year, but my self-discipline never get better, but is turning worse. It needs a change~! What I did now totally not worth the money my parents pay for my study over here.

1 and 1/4 years with Bio, I still cant find much interested in it. My dad always tell me to try to make something you don't like to something you like. I wonder did I open my heart for Biology?
Before I get to university, I was really interested in Biology... At least from the basic I learned is " yes". When get further in this complicated subject, I started to fear it, fell like stepping out of this circle. I heard from my seniors:

When you are at highschool, you will want to study to Professor.
When you going to you degree course, you will think master is enough.
When you are doing your master, you will think of quitting it before you graduate

The choices of your studying are getting smaller, more "professional".You learn everything of biology during your highschool,not specific. You get a clearer image, and more focus title when you are on degree. You got into the field you interested(medical bio, molecular bio or ecological bio) when you are doing master. Finally, you focus on one subject/one title/one thesis during your professor... ...It is a hierarchy. Seriously, you can't excel to the top with just merely studying/interest... It costs a lot!!

Anyway, what we studying not will not 100% determine our future career...
So, start revision earlier next time. This is just half of my semester, so why I waste my time punching on my own confident~XD

cheers~!

Sorry to all of your effort

Back to the cup of "Bak Kut Teh" and Nasi Lemak...
All left is the empty container with the smell that reminded me of my hometown....
Shocked~!!
Everybody efforts are just dumped by my carelessness!!
Really sorry~!! To NSYSU Malaysia association, to every malaysian!!
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Today is Malaysia gang cooking day~ they made nasi lemak and bak kut teh early in the morning.I din join since I had my part time job and woke too late = =. I still got one from the chairman ...Somehow, I didn't take it since I was too busy with my work and planned to keep for my supper. Went out with the gang for a dinner to celebrate my senior's birthday, and left the meal at the guard post where I worked~
The moment, I back for them...left is just the foods' smell...The brother over the guard post helped me to clean it, since he seemed it is spoiling...nothing left...

Watched back the photos at the facebook...
I felt terribly apologize to everybody's effort.....Really sorry!!
Sorry for the one who took it to me, for the one who made it, for the one who bought all the ingredients!!
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An apologize text

Mid-term exam

Rushing for my mid term...put out some time to murmur a bit.
Still a lot of things to be done~namecard final touch, activity transport arrangement, my own homework, disease table(I have to memorize 60 diseases name, how they spread, types, symptoms and treatment)for microbiology class, revision and revisions!!Life is tiring when there is a lot of last minutes work, because everything will definitely clumped together at that particular time.

With one brain, two hands, <24hours, added with bad habits that escaped from studying during exam periods... really not much can do.

School part time job is really taken up my weekend, either for study or something I like to do~got to tune it up before I end myself in troubles.

Today is the microbiology mid-term... I dont think i did it well(wrong for the first question= =), not much preparation though. Just managed to scan through important parts...

Follow up is Introduction to arts and appreciation>Biostatistics experiment>Organic chemistry>Biochemistry>Biostatistic

Forgotten to add~~will be tying out Art society after my exam...
That's all my meaningless time wasting talk~just to complain a bit~XD
Cheers

Stubborn me

Stubborn...
this is who I am until today...
reluctant to change... this is who am I ...

Hmm...I wonder what happened to me recently~haha
Messy from bottom to the top~

[RE]If I am not taking BIO, what am I doing for my future??

Thought this for some time...
Why I am asking these questions??
Rather spending time posting this kind of meaningless post, why don't I spend more time on how will I manage my subjects and life well?
Thanks a lot for the advises...
If I were to serious on doing everything, I don't think I will faced up with all this troubles.
The importance is how I face with each issue, not why I am facing with it.Remind me of a phrase that my dad told me:"Study hard, Play Hard"

So~~!
Let's packed up and start all over again!!
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Watched "Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure".
A nice fairy 3D animation(from pixar), storied about friendship.I wont be a spoiler here~watch it yourself. The storyline is alright, but the musics and graphic drawings are nice!!Recommended

"The greatest treasures are not gold
Nor jewels nor works of art
They cannot be held in your hands
They're held within your heart
For worldly things will fade away
as seasons come and go
But the treasure of true friendship
will never lose its glow "[Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure]

If I am not taking BIO, what am I doing for my future??

Seriously...
After a struggle with Bio-statistics,I came up with this sort of thinking again.
If I did not decide to take Biology, then what can I do?What I capable of doing?What am I doing now?(Maybe still biology but somewhere else)

Medics?(Chemistry related) ~out
Chemistry,physics and maths related ~out (no engineering ~)
IT... interested but is too complicated ~out
Economics, business and managements no basic and not much interest in, ~out.
Languages... I got 3 Bs for three language subjects!!
Arts... I am just on basics...can even managed details finely...

So..I still have to walk on with Bio.1 and 3 months, still cannot find any subject that caught my attention ,that convinced me to continue with it.Not as some of my classmate that seriously put in time for their field!!

Another 9 months for me to discover my interest before I end my 2nd year.
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Accidentally saw this PM of my friend:
Farming,fishing,smithing,making God's armor, fight on mission is a life that worth a live(those are in game's life).So,the mission of Biology is to make "animals" that will drop out item when it is being slashed~!
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So what is Bio's vision and mission??

By the way,it already 10days since my last post..

The feeling of going home

Actually that is quite nice to wait for the day to come.
Every second it goes, the feeling will get a lot better.
That's the way to keep a cheerful mind~XD

87days...
Got to learn more and put in more effort~
for this remaining sem(far to go yet = =)
You will only experience that anticipation when you are out to a stranger's land on your own
and understand the true meaning of home sweet home~XD

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This weekend I went for jogging~ and eat a lot~!!
I want to grow taller, that's my determination(hah?)
Hope it(exercise daily) becomes a good habit~haha

For now,
Cheers

[RPG ]The fire village

Tried with RPG making with RPG maker VZ
quite fun~ this is the first village I madeXD
There is a three floors inn, an item shop with some gardening, and two villagers house.
Can totally configure the whole game according to your wish, it will be perfect if added with programming skill ~Tomorrow will try to add in some storyline~

You may get the trial from here~
http://tkool.jp/products/rpgvx/eng/index.html

Got to write a plot for it at least~tsk tsk
So for now~got to wake early tomorrow.Cheers

Finally...

After so many days of hardwork~finally i get it done.
Still got some place to touch up for the drawing~XD
This is a low resolution drawing so cant see a lot of detail( not much detail by the way~)

Today went for a dinner with my seniors.
Japanese foods~XD
Didn't take picture~wait till i get back my camera
After that have a dessert at nearby Crown Fancy(something like starbuck/secret recipe)
Chit chat around~ listening to some interesting...

In total, today lived a luxurious life~
Got to take a rest ~
Cheer

Today's work

Most satisfy with the goldfish~XD
Thought of the idea of putting some microorganisms inside the picture~so check them out on the first~quite big though

Friday is the due ... got to finish it soon~
Cheers

Recently work~~

Drawing poster agian~haha
This time is for Bio society~The Bioligical Week which will held early of November.XD
Title is something related to living beings.Subtitle is "com if you are living things" (direct translate)

draft~~

halfway of colouring~lalalala

Got to finished before friday~haiz

That's all for now~
cheers

Final fantasy logo

If you ever know what is Final Fantasy~
Then you should know how it's logo looks like.
I saw how to make this effect when I was searching how to create draw using colour gradient.
Still experiencing with it~XD

Above drawing is drawing of a character from flame tribe~XD

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My schoolmate suddenly get attracted to this little digital stuff = =
the first version of tamagochi~XD

This kind of virtual pet cant really interact with their owner~haha
But then the feeling of raising digital pet together is fun~

Meantime, I found out that the first version of digital pet digimon is based on the design of tamagochi~"The toy began as the simple concept of a Tamagotch for boys (as Bandai was also the creator of the Tamagotchi)."(source:Wikipedia)

A chart of tamagochi's growth

Currently at the second stage~XD
Got to continue with my studies~
cheers XD

Right click for better view~
Try out with some photoshop effect~XD
quite fun doing it~need to seriously re-study my photoshop(never start it before = =)

By the way, that is Mount. Kinabalu over there~