C'est la vie

I was attracted by the packing and I bought this little Tony Tony Chopper

So cute~(By the way I bought it last year = =)
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Here's the new member of the turtle~
2nd turtle
The Loyal One...Brotherhood~
Comparison between my hand, The Loyal One and the plastic spoon with The Bigger One
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This is how you will look like when you play games until the "enlighten" state
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I saw this "pop pop" when I was roaming through the pasar malam just now.
I got attracted since this was something i played during every Chinese New Year back to my childhood. It was fun when you throw this white "bomb" at the floor and made a "pop" sound~
When I was a kid, I used to unwrapped it, and repacked in a bigger size~but it never "pop" XD
Or burn it with a “magic stick".... and "bom"

So much of memories~
For now, cheers

100 A4 slash~

A lot of event happened throughout this week.
Went to watch a movie "Spy Next Door" at Pavilion last Friday~
Have cousins to came around and dinner with relatives on Saturday~
Big clean-up for the house in preparation for Chinese New Year on Sunday~at night watched Disney movie(animation) --"The Princess and the frog". Disney movies are nice with all the drawings, musics and simple plot. "The prince and princess live a happy life ever after" *eyes shine*
Then this two days, went to my dad's office to help out. My dad's work is hard. Every morning wake at 6:00am to the office and back home after 7:00pm. I shall seriously do some planning to my life... for the future
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Maybe due to holidays or influences from a book that I am reading now "Ability to think is the greatest Wealth"(chinese), I think a lot this few days, either on my own life or small things that happend around me. Somehow, no matter how much i think, i din get any answer = =

My initial plan for this holiday is to draw a 15 pages manga. After I tried out for the planning of the whole stories, I found out I lack of many things... ...still immature is presenting the storyboard, characters(expression, gestures, actions), background, effects... a lot!!

softer pencil lead is nicer for drawing(eg 2B)

So I decided to change the plan( such a loser!!! I seriously never try out to draw them= =)
Now my CNY holiday plan is to draw 100 pages of A4 paper~~hahaha. That's the meaning of my title and banner "100 Slash of A4"(百A4砍). 20 days before my holidays end and I already did 10 pages ...90 more T__T

I will slowly upload them~If i am hardworking

The love story...

Following is a "loaf" story of....

and....bread = =""
One day,

and the bread...

.......
...
..

!!!!
Next day...
This is the truth and reality....XD
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Will get a bit "sot" during holiday ~haha
I got this "idea" when saw the words writing on the breadstory box-- The loaf story~(bla)
So I came out with this I tried out with some ...inking
You can see there are spreads of water ink around the drawing..either is the paper's problem or my skill of controlling the ink flow*sniff
(Oh ya, everything up there is fully hand drawn)

For now, XD
Cheers

HOME

Home is always the best place to be at.

Read some friends personal message :

"My winter holiday is not cold"

That's what it makes a Malaysia--My home.I did complain about the weather for few times throughout the day(thank god that it rained for the 2 days I home).Eat a lot(will continue) these 3 days.Have a more normal routine of life, since this month is a break and re-fuel before I back to Taiwan for another 1 year.

My dad talked with me about life recently. He said, nowadays youngsters just do what they want and ignore what is the best thing that can aid them in the future, thinkings are too shallow. New generation shall look beyond the well opening...widen up the view.

never get satisfy with what you have now

I shall determine what my future road is, on my life, study and even my blog. Erm..not the time to talk about life and study yet. For blog, I will not do much different to this one, since it is where I let out all my "emotion" . I might make a new one~haha... that related to my study life over Taiwan. Actually a lot of interesting thing happen over there, but I just cant take photos everytime or typed them out in black and white. I will try out some comic drawing for them XD

For now, cheers

Please,help me to look over my emotion...

Here I will rest...

forever...

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I got this idea when caught myself in some emo...

Human's emotion can changed very drastically

I was happy for the whole day of shopping and cycling

and

I just caught emo when someone just asked something about my school stuff

Maybe because I put it in a sleeping mode and just not to think about it

at least for this week

The questioning just made my mind caught into some bad mood

My mind just not prepare for it.

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I found some different between my drawing and others,

Others is either realistic arts or anime style

Mine is both~

a bit complicated(coloring) for anime style

not detailed enough(coloring) for the realistic style

Got to determine a path before I can move on

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2 more days and I shall be home XD

Meet you all then~

Cheers

Conclusion for 2009

2 subject out organic chemistry and biostatistics....

and I failed both

means...i got to retake next time T___T

means...this sem I learnt nothing...

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Maybe myself is the problem.

Not spending much time and attention in my study...

Knowing the result can be a relief too.

Understand who am I, and got to improve more next sem...

Huu...

The feelings are complicated...

disappointment(i did expect more than this...)?

sad(since this is my first fail for my course..and failed twice in a row)?

relief(i can enjoy my holiday without worrying too much)?

Feel like crying but the heart is just so heavy to let out the emotion...

Huu...

"This is what you get for what you pay, pointless you cry on it right~haha"

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Anyway,

I did get a lot of consolation for this~

I got a foldable bicycle during the OCS CNY activity~

Got treat from the traffic police who stood a the same guard post with me~

Got treat from the vending machine man(the one restock the vending machine)

Eat a nice dinner with my schoolmate~

That's equal...haha

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Instead of crying for what I lost, why don't I appreciate what I earned.

Another 2 and a half year(3 and a half if I decide to extend my graduation), there are chances for me to take the same lesson again.

First time failed, nevermind.Try the second time.

Second time still fail, go for the third, the forth.....

Chinese has a idiom:

If the green hill remain, there is no worry for the firewoods .

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I live because who I AM, not because what what makes me live.

2009

I live no regret!!!

Although in study I don't pay too much attention...

I doze off during the class, doodling in the class, even overslept for my classes.(my ex-classmate will say :"wah!!JW this is not you!!")That's is me.The one used to be during highschool is from the stress of my parents; now without parents I will stress my self and sometime just too loose.I lost my interest in study too, chemistry and maths making me step a bit out from BIO.

I worked hard too(that's is the reason I lose steps in my schoolworks~haha)

I experienced a lot~!!I meet a lot of nice people which usual university student will not get in touch with.Learn some life from them, getting view of others...security guards, traffic police, vending machine man, architect, aunt who sweep the floor, friends from church... a lot more XD

I did earn my first RM1000 in a month and bought a NDSL with it!!(nothing to proud of but i am satisfy with it!!!）

I did join some school society~is like go there and play for few time~

art society -- pastel drawing~

church activity--Christian's life is definitely not suited with me

five element qi kong society-- haha~I learned "Ba Ji Quan" and "Tang Lang Quan"(praying mantis punch) here

I have been a facilitator for the orientation of my department and OCS, got the chance to show the "high" self of me~I had two of my poster printed out too XD.

Sweat and tears in accomplishing an activity with my buddies~a lot of memories

I tour around too~to Kenting, to Taipei. Watch new and interest stuff...

Haven't post up those photos (i will not XD).

A lot of first time throughout the whole year.

I failed 2 lesson~!! For the first time~

Consequence of time managing error and my heart paid in my study.Pointless to regret and say anything for it since this is what i deserved.

Each time my friends asked me why I chose to study at Taiwan instead of Malaysia.I will answer with proud:"With the same price as local university of Malaysia, why don't I just pay flight ticket to experience the other culture of different country?"That's the reason why I come here.To experience... (but at least with a passing grade).

2 and a half year to go...

That's is for my first year 2nd sem and second year first sem.

Disappointment-- for sure!!

But what I gained is far more precious than what I loss.

Apologize to my parents that pay for my study and put in hope...

Thanks a lot to my dad and mom for giving me the greatest advice and when I am upset with my university studies.

A lot of thanks to those giving comments and reading this rants of mine too.

I feel encouraged when I read those comments.XD

4 more days to go and I shall back to Malaysia.

Cheers~

I hate science!!

I tried my best,

but it never work...Biostatistics is a failure...

I am soooo insensitive with numbers and formula!!!

Without passion,

I shall study science with hatred~!!

"Kill" every science I encountered!!

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"Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
There's no running away from sorrow"

From: 手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君

Yup, no point for me to live in the past.

Believe in my own words and running forward~

Just another 2 days!!

Day 2

Day 2 of the exam...

Seemed to go a bit off track T__T

Tomorrow and coming Thursday are my big day

2 of my weakest subject~

Hope I will get pass it

Not really skillful in war scene,perspective...

just to express my feeling

Wish me luck~

Cheers

Day 1

Day 1 of exam...

Everything seemed alright..

At least is as predicted~

Hope the same goes for tomorrow~

By the way happy belated brithday to my dear brother~JW

Wish me luck

Cheers

Today, during organic chemistry

Next week is my final, and organic chemistry's lecture gave us a final revision for the class.

I got this particular illusion during the class~~

I got a glistering crab pincer image when I was reading through the texbook!!

But the actual product of this SN1reaction is~~

A racemic mixture where 2 enantiomers is formed

It looks like a crab pincer for me~~

I must be hungry T__T

It reminded me to eat crabs next time I home~haha

(jk)

Had a chat with my parents yesterday...

As my dad said, my mind is in at monkey state~QQ

Cant concentrate much, got to meditate more.

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http://natalie.mu/comic/pp/otoyomegatari

By Mori Kaoru

I caught my eyes with this manga~

The arts are neat and detailed

The story sounds nice too, into the tribal life~of a 20 years old bride married a 12 years old boy.

Above link is how the authors sketch>ink>tone

Worth a read~!!

For now~cheers

Cares have a limit ~

Cares have a limit...

Please dont over do it...

When something exceeded the limit,it makes one feel unpleasant,everything you put in,you care for will only left with a " 0 "....

Why humans willing to spend time on thing that they can never grab?

(continued)Happy New Year 2010

Happy New Year 2010~~XD

Here is the drawing of the first year~~

This is a failure~~ i planned to do some perspective effect drawing and those single color coloring~then I ended up drawing the wrong human head view with added shadows, thus I decided to change it to some "grafiti" stuff, and ended up I cant make it and replace with this"bluefish" instead TT___TT.

By the way, January 1st is artmemory birthday~XD

http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2008/01/new-yearnew-stylenew-home.html

http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2009/01/2009happy-new-year-1st-anniversary.html

Call upon my dear "inochi" which I forgotten~TT__TT

(inochi: you everytime like this one la~~)

Still the same.Thanks a lot to all the readers, and commenter. Either giving support,comment or advice, everything you all have given did help in my life, at least give me the gut to continue maintain this blog. Conclusion is... ...continue excel!!

New year new style~this time orange~XD

To be continued~

2010

Goodbye 2009,

Welcome 2010....to be continued

I wonder how should I start with my homework...

The first step always take the most effort *sniff~

I saw this doodles beside my not~so i took it down, since it resembled my feeling the most at this moment. Thinking is wandering all around, doubting how to start my homework and revision.

Time just passed by TT__TT

*-0.683 is a correlation coefficient of two set of data~*nod