I wonder how should I start with my homework...

The first step always take the most effort *sniff~

I saw this doodles beside my not~so i took it down, since it resembled my feeling the most at this moment. Thinking is wandering all around, doubting how to start my homework and revision.

Time just passed by TT__TT

*-0.683 is a correlation coefficient of two set of data~*nod

Lucid Dream

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/luciddreams.htm

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/luciddreams2.htm

Lucid Dream, where you realized you are dreaming, when you are dreaming. I tried out the few ways stated in the website above, and it did give out some effect. Not that I can read/study in my dreams, but I think I was quite aware of it in my dream~haha

I counted as what it stated in the article when I am going to sleep,one-I am dreaming, two-I am dreaming..... till 10~11 something and I lost the count and left with I am dreaming,I am dreaming...then I slept.

There is one particular dream I had which I think the story is quite interesting.There is a key in that world, and this key is a key which open up the world in the key holder mind.When you hold the key in your hand, the world will change according to what in your mind~~like: cake houses, flying MRT or a flash flood =[]=. Then, I hold a girl(hmm... the key owner's daughter or granddaughter) hand, and just running away from all this strange happening

That's is the great part... but I think I am too into it =="""

Try it again next time~haha

Another one day 2009 will come to an end...

Live the last moment with all the best~!!

Cheers

Merry Christmas!!

This year is a Christmas of love...

Where Jesus spent through and experienced "his"whole year with his beloved one.

Manage to make one drawing(after 12~)

Anyway, I did experience a special Christmas this year.I went to watch Avatar(must watch at cinema, better with 3D) during Christmas eve and went to a church activities~experience how Christian celebrate this sacred day~ Really taken a lot of experience~XD

May everyone be blessed on this special day.

And a very Happy Birthday to Jesus~XD

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5 days and 2009 will come to an end.

How you spend it?

I still have 4 reports pending,

1 article work to be touched up,

A week of big exam to go through~~~

and I shall be home soon~!!

Anyway, will stop here~

Merry Christmas!!

Whenever you fell depressed,

Whenever you fell lonely,

Whenever you fell lost,

Whenever you feel something,

Don't worry, there will always be someone who support you.

Your family, your friends, the almighty god(if you believe) and even your enemies.

So, be happy and think positively.

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On going 2 manga story planning and character design XD.

One short and the other one i planned to make it long~ anyway~will post it up when i am free

Hoho~

Still have few drawings from my last training haven't post up.

Soon I will be free~ and that time be ready for a nice "eyes feast"

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By the way,

is christmas eve~!!

Have fun~~

Cheers

What~~

I sleep through the class today...

Sort of too tired = =""

Shall not stay up late just to study

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Lost my dear 16G pendrive and still haven get it back yet~~!TT__TT

Pastel+colored pencil+pencil

Something I did yesterday = =

I did half of his face...was too lazy to draw full XD

For now~

Light and easy evening~

Light and easy evening at Kaohsiung

A background layout I made for a...newspaper??XD

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No more heroes

When the waves are crashing down
Pulling you to sorrow
I will sail you back to shore
When there are no more heroes
Over under, near or far
I'll be right beside you
Standing here with open arms
When there are no more heroes

And through it all
And through it all
When you're tired and you stumble I will carry you
When starlight falls, my love will guide you home
You'll never be alone
When there are no more heroes
It was you who showed me how
Brought me back to glory
Through hopelessness and darkest days
It was breath you gave me

Why Facebook is not my textbook??

Why facebook is not my textbook??

I was so addicted to it!!!

Besides from the mini-games and application, things happening around my friends are catching my eyes too!! Got to stop it~~I sold all the fishes in my tank and stop producing food TT__TT.

This semester, my studying quality is at severe state!!

I might get a fail for few of my subjects~Biostatistics, Organic Chemistry...I just realized it when I had my dinner with my classmate (when they chatted about STUDY LIFE!!). A lot of my subjects are at the border line too, at the falling cliff. The more I thought about this, the more I afraid whether I can graduate safely. This reminded me about another incident, where one of my friend saying he plan to follow the professor lab to go out for investigation/research at some where of Taiwan(ecology related). I said I wanted to follow too, but his reply was : "Why you want to go, you dont know anything." That did hit on my head... ...ecology is out in my choice,unless I really investigate Malaysia ecology~haha= = (some field I thought before).

Instead I should say, the time I spend is really not enough. That particular friend of mine already get in touch with almost all the ecology teacher on this department, but I am doing nothing(this is normal)!! Still can't see the road to follow. Talk about effort, my friend did told me: "English is your advantage of studying at Taiwan. We spent more time on studying the original text, but you can do faster than us"

Maybe there is something stuck in my study... a lot of confusion in every lesson but I reluctant to ask...carrying an attitude of: nevermind, I will just muddle off TT__TT

There isnt any use to study with the way used during secondary!!!

Self discipline...where are you!!

From the very early beginning, everything is a mistake.I didn't do much research on what I want to study, I just choose what my will...

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Get a day of mine...without class(teacher on leave), without work, without task(I put them aside)

It is nice to really be free.I can't really function when everything clump together *sob

Fall for You-Secondhand Serenade

Accidentally found this title when I searched on youtube...Nice song~XD

I wonder how come my mind can spare out time to think something else on the other hand my homework is not going well = =

=O= * my blog is getting more towards text... no mood to draw argh!!

Going to end 2009 with pathetic

Seclusiveness

Seclusiveness? anti-social? eccentric?...

A lot of people looking at me this way... not really mixing up with others.

Having dinner alone, going for class alone, go out for a walk alone...

I am not anti-social is just I wish to have more time alone, a peace of mind, a gap of time for myself and socializing is a complicated stuff. A wide social circle is needed for my future career/life but socializing is not an activity that must be done everyday, right?

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Didn't really spare out time to arrange the photos I taken during the Kenting trip.

My desktop is in a mess now~ got to put things in order before I have the space to work out(＊this is an excuse).

It is quite sometime I din post up new drawings.So, I threw up some drawing I drew all this while XD

Drawing practice with Fairy Tail

Faces

Faces of musician

(I drew them during music class where teacher put some orchestra video)

Girls(?)

Incomplete knives swinging action

Violinist (Incomplete since I found the proportion is sort of off~)

Listening to mp3~~

Bird~(I based on the Bee-eater)

When realized something during class O O

The "star"

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Urgh~! I should be doing my revision just now!!TT__TT

That's all for now la, comments are welcome as usual XD

Cheers