Today I had a thought that : My decision to study Biology is RIGHT!!!!
After two years of gaining knowledge in this field, I finally came to this conclusion.
If "studying arts" is a door of my life journey then "taking biology" is a bigger door for me.
If I took art as my decision, I will spend the rest of my life with arts and aiming for the greatest artist. This doesn't mean that, art is not good or I no longer in love with arts, but as my teacher said "Arts" is a very small and limiting door. Today, if you are an artist, what you do is to work to the greatest, if you can't, you ain't anything.
On the other hand, Biology did open up a wider road for my life. I can choose to go into ecology, microbiology, molecular biology and etc, but also in art if I wanted to.
Meantime doing bio, I can make arts as my interest.
Besides learning in Science, I open up my view in Arts( nature itself is a greatest piece of art in this world).
Here is a thought I had, after all I went through this while.
When you are making a decision, there will always be a better choice.
Never be too stubborn towards certain decision/thing you think you are right. When you are seeing it "right" or is the best at this particular moment, it will not be the same after this.
As time passed, we developed ourselves in mental and thinking even it is just few seconds passed, and this development can only be positive and in a better way!!
(However it varies, how much you have developed in time and how environment has made you).
(You can't be dumber than you used to be, right?)
This is what I liked the most in Buddhism : Anicca ( Impermanent) , everything changed!!
Back to my topic about the "decision making". Try to step out from the box when making your decision, listen to others/seek info from 3rd parties (parents are not the first choice, since we seldom agreed directly to what our parents said But, when time passed we will slowly agree with them = =)and think over again will always be a better choice for a better decision.
When you are full of yourself at the moment, decision made will only be usable for the one that stay during that moment, after that, that decision is nothing for you.
So, in conclusion, think over again when making your decision ^^
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Ok, another thought I got from my recently life.
As you know I am in summer vacation now, so I got a lot of time to do some thinking about my life, LOL. That's the reason I enjoy my librarian part time job~ loading books back to the racks and having something to think myself, in a very silent place, books wont make noise~XD
Today, had a dinner with my teachers. My teacher words made me had this "door" thought when I talked about my ambition. Actually those things(interest vs living) are the topics that my parents always talk to me, but I didn't really make them into my ears. Until today....
Parents are the one that closest to us, but their words not always reach us as how the intimacy we are having, then in the end, we still agree how they are wiser than us. How funny we as a human.
Some drawings after the boring talk XD

My first piece of summer coloring practice.
Rough piece of work... Will do better in next piece~
Anticipate it!!!
The drawing I am doing right now, have a peek first
For now ladies and gentleman XD
Cheers for your decision!!
p/s: Oh ya, before I go thanks for those clicking and viewing my little dragon pets XD
p/s: I will off from internet for the whole next week XD, don't miss me ^^
p/s: I will off from internet for the whole next week XD, don't miss me ^^

10 comments:
maybe agreed, but maybe not, in some ways...
sometimes, people will find reasons to make ourselves settle for what we've done before, just to let us feel better when going further. i'm not saying it's not good, it might be the mechanism born within us...maybe...
i'm looking reasons too to comfort myself for my own path, but it seems to work though!XD who cares?
talking 'bout the art thing, it's not just about profit making and fame, it's a way for self expression, mostly.
btw, off for a week? haha!! definitely not going to miss anyone here! ahahaha~~~XD
oh...forgot to say about one thing (am i writing too much in here??XD i know u won't mind, but if u are, not going to bother me anyhow!), parent's advises are easy to ignored 'coz we stay so close to them and they control ur life before u're mature, but strangers aren't...i guess, human juz so silly...
hahaha, great comment there~XD
you can practice your English writing over here, if you dont mind XD
yup, arts is totally about self expression.... depends on what you choose la, you want money or expression. Arts, martial arts, music~all are about ourselves~ the deepness of us
Happy for you buddy =D
I don't know whether mine was right or not, but i'm somehow somewhat enjoying it i guess =D
Money or expression..hmm.. Money first XD XD but how you do your work is also a form of expression right =D
XD~thanks
ya..work is also a self expression, but sometimes work are too limit to express fully of ourselves ^^
Mummy said she was touched by you,and she praised ur comic is good
(under this post).well...i haven't go through many thing yet...but mayb u are right.Maybe i should hear parent advice??
Bio science is just a foundation course, you should seriously think what you going to do in future, you still have time to think about it,I always said " it is to be, it is up to me" and we all support your decision.
i still got plenty of time...so i din think till so deep yet...
For now cheer~XD
thank you, dad and mom~!!
and you two kids XP
2 kids =.=|||
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