When art becomes a memory

Honduran White Bat

2012-01-12T03:13:00.001+08:00

End of this sem.
Start of with this drawing of Honduran White bat.
Saw it on BBC channel of youtube, kind of interested in these bats, so drafted it out and colored it.
Refer to image from:heylittlebat.blogspot.com
Try out with some complementary color combitnation and color theme diversify.

The result is quite fine XD, got to try out more^^
Expect more ecology related arts from here.

For now ^^
Cheers.

Rotten like the tomatoes

2012-01-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

I just realized I had few tomatoes not yet eaten and they started to rot.

Today exam was totally bad!!!!

A 3 hour exam, and it took me

30minutes....

To pass up the paper

I believe the saying:

Do what you like

because you never have effort to do something you don't like

in the end it just wasted your time and ruined your life

How are you, over there?

2012-01-08T03:44:00.002+08:00

How are you over there?
Insomia.....
Woke up, took a walk outside and found this lovely moon.

Goodnight, sweetdreams ^^

Home Sick?

2012-01-05T17:03:00.001+08:00

A logo I made for my friend's assignment

Not really sure when all this started.
The craving for home's food no longer as strong as I used to have during my freshmen and sophomore year.Maybe I am really bad in tasting food, or care about how foods taste like.

Doesn't feel like it is a "must" to go home every year. I know parents are there waiting my homecoming, but with technology, communication is not a tough task nowadays, compare to our parents' time. Video conferencing brings up the images, facebook update our latest status,wi-fi and smartphones connect us anytime. So actually there is not much to worry or to miss about.... oh!! there is one - My mommy warmest hug ^^

Next week is the final week of this semester, started to see friends posting up their status saying:
"Oh yeah! Another one week and I shall back to my lovely home"
I don't actually have that feel though. Maybe, what I can achieve here is a lot than what I have when I back to Malaysia. No income, no transport, no books, no life, slow internet connection.... even got to worry when my things will get snatched/stolen again.

Just wonder, when I become a kid that doesn't miss home?
Cheers
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By the way, I am running a page on facebook, namely "doodlememory". It function is to share some interesting art related stuff around the social network. Do take a look there and give a like if you enjoy reading it ^^
DoodleMemory

Happy New Year and Artmemory is already 4 years old!!

2012-01-02T13:48:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah!!! It is 2012.
Happy New Year all!!! Kind of busy with the end of semester.
A lot of stories and events happened during 2011 that I would like to share with you all. But due to the semester exam which coming up next week, and the tonnes of unfinished reports, I will hold this back for a while.

Actually I am not that busy, as you see on the left, I will still sneak out for drawings even-though exam's preparations and assignments are halting . Don't feel like the mood to update the blog since I have my photo posted in Facebook...mostly. I promised, I will slowly caped back what happened during this little 2011.

2012, means another 6 months I will be graduating from my Biological science. Of course, further my study is my first choice, but where to go is still a question, will keep update with it then ^^

You sure questioned why there is no any new year image for 2012 right? Don't worry, I will make it up as soon as possible~ XD and of course along with Artmemory 4th anniversary pictures ^^. . For now, more updates soon~ comment after I finished the whole post ^^

Cheers

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Tranquility

2011-12-19T15:23:00.002+08:00

something I was looking for....

And....

There is it ^^

cheers

2 is always complicated than 1

2011-12-10T22:29:00.001+08:00

2 is always more to care about, is tougher than 1.
I am still too childish to take care of others. T^T

Update is coming to town

2011-12-09T02:53:00.001+08:00

I wonder how long in haven't update my artsmemory.Last post was posted in memory of the apple king,it was back to october then.

And now december is coming,2011 is ending and in come to realized that 2012 chinese new year is around 23th of jan >< time is getting faster huh?

As soon 2011 ended,my first semi of year 4 is calling an end too.Wanted to achive something before in go on to the next stage of my life but those wanting feeling seemed to halted in my brain. Hopefully in can get something done by the end of 2011:research proposal, some arts and english revision.

Will try to update more.anyway in post photos on fbi quite often, you can get to know what happened around ^^
Outside is getting windy and cold...

enjoy your weekend
Cheers.

Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish

2011-10-06T14:18:00.004+08:00

Quoted by Steve Jobs (1955-2011, co-founder,chairman and chief-executive officer of Apple Inc.)

How many legends are there in each century?

I am not a fans of Apple(yet) but I do believe He created one of the greatest legends for this century and beyond

May you be free from all form of sufferings ^^

Cheers

Wake me up when this summer ends

2011-09-02T13:52:00.004+08:00

Poster I did for the OCS activity, theme is about "Childhood"

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Only got really into my drawings when the summer is ringing it's final call.

What I did throughout this summer??
Actually not much~

but still, there is something I gained ^^

Heading towards the last year of University.
What's waiting ahead??

Cheers as Like the sun shines (I miss the sun~!!)

jam

Used to be very happy with a balloon when I was a kid.

2011-08-04T02:02:00.003+08:00

Don't know why....

It is just nice to see a floating balloon

When we used to be kids

XD

Dont you think so?

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

2011-07-22T14:58:00.001+08:00

Quoted by the First Lady of the United States Eleanor Roosevelt (1933~1945)

Do you believe in yours?

Pluck the Starso

2011-07-22T12:43:00.005+08:00

If the stars

resembled each happy memories and moment we had with each other

Then
One day
I will pluck the MOON for you

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Are you happy now?

2011-07-17T03:33:00.005+08:00

Are you happy now?

Yes I am.

Anyway, finally I finished drawing my Red Hodie.

Holiday mode(mood).
Not doing much beside working part time.

Got to find some meaningful stuff to do ><

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in LOVE - Albert Einstein

2011-07-02T21:10:00.001+08:00

Quoted by the well known scientist - Albert Einstein

and

I believed that XP

Red Hoodie

2011-06-27T02:20:00.003+08:00

Into the dark forest...

Seeking the path to dearest grandma's home...

Who will meet you in this path?

working on this....

Taking a Course

2011-06-15T13:24:00.003+08:00

In university, we have our freedom to pick what course we want to take in our timetable.

These 3 years, I concluded that, there is 2 type of people that choose the course: for the credits and for the knowledge( I am always the 1st one).

Those who takes up the course for credits, is always slacking during the class, not doing any practices and not putting time in learning more. On the other hand, those who really like what is taught in class, will always be in class on time, did their pre-class preparation and after class revision, they spend time in learning and asking instead of feeding on what lecturer gave.

Knowledge is something we gain and convert into our own system. Blindly follow what is given is only listening, but not gaining.

The LINK

2011-06-14T19:24:00.003+08:00

In this world, there will always be a link between each and everyone of us.

The special link that bring us together: as parents, as siblings, as teachers, as friends, as lovers, as coworkers, as enemy and even as yourself. There will always be a strange force that make us together and play a role in our life, even as a strangers.

Just like what we played in games, in order to unlocked the next stage/skill, we need to accomplished current level and link with the next. This special linkage in our life is the same. Love brought our parents together, and this link open up to their child, that's us. Slowly we grow up, get to know friends. Then, with the time and energy we invest in each link, we opened up again the link towards a different relation: lovers, enemies, teachers, students, best friends and the link broken, we became strangers.

Every link needs time and heart to manage. The more time you gave in, the link gets thicker and tougher build up from the memories together. Maybe there is a time where, it gets unstable, but once both side of the link have faith in each others, it will never get broken.

Impermanent is the truth in this world. Nothing stay unchanged. Maybe you might believed that a link can stay eternal, but things will change, thinking will change. One day, we will have to leave our parents for our own life, we will get separated with our best friends(even lovers), we might go along well with our ex-enemies, we can't have a definite answer for it, since those are the "will" things.

However, do believe in "present". Present, is the moment we are having "now". The time and space we can truly feel the existence of "me"(Humans are selfish,in this topics I will jump off this selfishness ^^). "Past" is what "I" did during the last time, but how to ensure that the one who did those things is "I"? It was a past, unless there is record; even there is a record, you cant really prove that that's you!! "Future" is what "I" is going to do in the next time, but how to ensure that the one who is going to do this thing is "I". So, the truth is in front of us. This moment, is how I feel, how I think... this very true of mine.

Link is carried by time, and change with each steps we move on. The very best way to protect this link is by "now". Enjoy every moment we had, contribute to the link and always believe this is the very best moment of this link ever. A link never gets stable when we starts to ask for more and more... Stable is achieved when output = input. Touch your heart and ask, do you ever contribute that much in order to get this much? Link will go and left with memories, never get hold by it. We can think a lot for a relation, but never look too forward for it, because no matter how, NOW determine it. So instead of wandering in the past and imagining the future, why dont we treasure this moment we had.

"PAST" is our teacher that teaches us what is the best for "NOW"

"NOW" is the choices we determine our "FUTURES"

Appreciate what you have now, because they are the BEST~!! ^^

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It has been awhile since my last post ><

Enjoying life as usual ~

Final exam is coming~ and there will be the end of my 3rd year.

Coming to my next life-decision making moment, starts working or continue my studies.

My decision is still the 2nd one.

Dream wild, because we still have the time~~XD

Enjoy what we had, because we don't know what is going to happen tomorrow ^^

Hoho, back with my studies~~

Tomorrow is Entomology final exam and presentation ==

All the best to you guys.

Cheer up~

The Lazy Song

2011-04-24T10:43:00.004+08:00

This is how it's sound~

Things happened too much in a sudden as always.

A long long to-lo-list make me just wanna sit and stare them... doing nothing XP

Still as always, merry go around and round...

Single is not a bad choice

2011-03-26T21:55:00.009+08:00

Wow, it has been a long while since my last post.
(I said the same thing everytime I posted a new post><)Anyway, today is the Earth Hour, lights will switch off around the globe for Earth Hour and people will commit to actions that go beyond the hour. 365days non-stop running,just a 60minutes for our Earth to take a rest, it doesn't much. Go beyond 60...

I finished my work at 1930, so I went for a dinner on my own.
Korean's Kimichi Fried Rice >< The soup and the specially treated beans

A book I studied recently - The Blue Economy
Speaking on how to create a new economy the based on the maintenance of biodiversity and the continuance usage of the environment. Those who wanted to start an enterprise with the environment at the meantime protecting it is recommended to have a look at it.

After the dinner, I had a Strawberry Milk, a drink limited to this Spring season~
1st taste is strange but the more I drink, the more I liked it >< . Is the taste of First Love~(do I ever have First Love??!!)
Always cross this bridge with a gang of people. Tonight I crossed it on own, and the feeling is calm and peace. Come to notice some details that happened around. "Single is one choice"
The city I currently reside is a city of the sea, one of the important port back to the century.
During the night, lights is the life of this city...
20110326 is the EarthHour, how much of light in the city is switched off for this 60 seconds?
An old English Consulate, Swinhoe used to live here.

A lot happened but nothing memorable to be written in here.
A lot of thoughts, a lot of drawings, but nothing nice to place up~

Will update more often~ if i find something interesting ><
Anyway, cheers to all readers~

Project 100A4

2011-01-27T03:29:00.005+08:00

Early of year 2010, I decided on this 100 A4 slashes project.
Compile my yearly work into a book and I did that!!!

Drawing 100 pages of A4, really not a tough work~haha. However, it took some time to make something different. The feeling of accomplished something is really nice especially something you really interested in~

This Project 100A4 is more like a data collection for myself~in case in the future I lack of idea in drawing I can refer back something I made years back~

I made some simple catergorized for easier reference.

Scale

Draft section

Character section

Strange thing section

Grocery section

Photocopy section- since I not just doodle on plain A4
I doodled everywhere~><

Next, will have to finish a short story ~!!!

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Few hours later will be departing to the airport and back to Malaysia.

This time, the feeling of coming home is not as strong as previous. Maybe, I am really a kid that does not miss home much~haha but still home is the best place to be, right?

Much to be done when I home~
Anyway, got to meet up with you guys when I back

Cheers~

Jam

2011

2011-01-15T14:20:00.005+08:00

Finally this post continued.

(I did the same thing for 2010 http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/01/2010.html , I was shocked when I reviewed back what I did for 2010)
Was busy with my final exam last week, 1st sem of my 3rd year ended.
Planned to study well, but still didn't make it for some subject = =. I think I will fail my organic chemistry AGAIN!!!! Not sure what is the problem... I studied the text at least twice and understood the basic, I just can make it for the exam~haha.
However, I did quite well for subject I interested in XD.
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ABOUT 2010

Did post a post on a "100 A4 Slashes" - Drawing 100 pieces of A4 paper.
I manage to finish them, now is in the progress of arranging them in a more proper way and to make it into a book.

2010 is still another year I learnt a lot.
In academic, working, feelings management, relationship management, time management, decision making~ and etc.

For academic part, I started to concern about Malaysia's nature. Malaysia is a wland ith rich flora and fauna that worth to explore *eyes shine*. Since there is where I will spend rest of my life investigating ( most probably ><). I am now totally into an ecology's studies = =, my mind really can't twist well with chemistry and molecular stuff(a main concern in biotechnology~).

For feelings and relationship management, is more on stress coping and how to social. Stress from boss, stress from teachers, stress from classmates and etc etc.Things can be came up so fast and sudden, so how can you manage yourself mentally in solving the problems is really a challenge. For this sem, is more on learning how to stress myself...My parents not giving much stress on me, and things happen in school is so monotone. Everyone knows, my super speeciality - laziness = =. So, stress myself is important in making up to my expectations. I invented this:

[Rubber band theory] - When a rubber band is fully stretched, it stored up a strong potential energy, but once it is loosen, it loses it potential energy into kinetic energy and became a strength-less rubber band. Same during your work/study, if you were to stress yourself up, never loose it in the middle, stress till the end because once you loosen it takes double time to stress back.

Got meet up with a gang of new juniors and some exchange students from Singapore. It is fun to meet up with people with different thoughts and most of all people with the same "channel". Besides gaining, I lose something too... the contact with Malaysia's buddies ><. I don't really have strong bonds with them~ got to meet them up this coming CNY. Ohohoho~ and I am still single!!!! Time management and decision making. How to do thing excel and fast is with your decision making. Used to lag a lot in my decision making, now still, but improved a lot. How to manage task and time well is really important. When multiple tasks came up, and limited time is there, determine which is the highest priority, which is a must, which is a need is important.
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2010 Fast Roll
January - Finale exam complication

February - Home being broken in on CNY

March - Studies complication
April - Studies complication
May - End of 2nd year

June -Summer, started of life complication
July - Summer is hot
August - Summer is ending...
September - 3rd year
October - Orientation months
November - Bye my dear

December - 2010 ended, how much we gained?

That's really fast for a year....
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FOR 2011
This year learning theme is "No regret, that's me!!"

So, I had all my hair gone on 31st DEC... Back to my highschool time.

It is nice to be "botak" sometimes...

Have not plan much for my 2011 yet, but the first thing must change is my laziness!!!

One of my friend who knew a bit of physiognomy, said I had a good structure of face... all I lacked is the hard-working. = =

Will be stepping in my 2nd decades of life...

Hope to achieve more!!!

That's for my 2010 review.

May ya all 2011 resolutions come true!!!

And all the best fighting along!!
The rabbit said:

One day, I will conquer the world for you!!

Yahahaha

JAMW

2011(To be continued)

2011-01-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

This year theme is "No regret, that's me!!"

....to be continued

That's right is Christmas time!!

2010-12-25T15:24:00.004+08:00

hohoho, Santa Claus is coming to town!!!

Now I must be watching on Christmas Special Program if I am at home

Wishes all my friends and family a very Merry Christmas!!! =3=

Did this this morning 10am~1pm with photoshop ^^

6 more days 2010 is going to end~

How much you achieved?

Winter

2010-12-23T13:35:00.003+08:00

Weather is getting cold over here.

Opened up the biding website and search for females winter shirt.

Not buying them, but drawing them~nyahahaha!!!

I especially how they can make the design for girl's shirt~ they are NICE!!!

Anyway, that's drawing i did week back~

End of semester is coming,

3 more weeks and I will say goodbye to this sem(time for home!!!).

Works are loading is a fast pace

but

I worked with a snail speed = =

His footsteps

2010-12-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

is slow...

Things are coming fast and furious.

Can't keep the footsteps with the life.

Things come

Problem solved Still

more to go

Out from the mouth

Busy busy busy

What is he busy of?

Out from the mouth

What? What?!! WHAT!!!

What is he doing NOW?!!

Footsteps

resonance with the heart

anger

upset

worry come by the side

Lace up the shoes lace

and run...

to join the chase with the time.

How much you gained?

2010-12-15T03:22:00.005+08:00

2007 end of highschool life
2008 start of university
2009 2nd year
2010 3rd year
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How much we have gained through this period?
How much we have thought through this three years?
How much we have changed through this three years?
How much stress we can handled through these years of practices?
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There are much and less...
Still carrying those bad habits.

Thought of seriously unroot them from my life,
but still lack of something, a thing that can truly un-pluck them.

What is it??

Surely is something that can caused a great sadness in my life~ haha

You will never taste the "lose" if you never beaten up.

Conclusion:

Still a kid that live under the protection of the school wall~

Unlimited

2010-12-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Thought everything will come to an end after my mid term.
But it doesn't sound like what I expected.

Still have much to do, no matter in schoolworks, emotions, stress handling and time management.

Hope this leaving will gain something more valuable ~ ENLIGHTENMENT

Anyway still the same for ending:

May you all be well and happy

May you all be free from any form of suffering

Cheers evbody~ XD

JamW

New BG

2010-11-28T14:13:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK!!!!

Made this bg this morning~XD

Next is the banner and stories of the unknown Jam

Finished my mid-term but still a lot of reports and presentation to be done.

Emotion life is complicated for this time being~

Anticipate for the next work

Cheers

Here he rested in peace....

2010-11-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Thanks for accompany me all this year.

Still remembered that time I had 3 turtles during the eve of my PMR

and

you are the one the never get out from the house.

I like how you follow our foot in and out the house

I like how you mistake my toes as your partner and doing that turtle dance

You were such a brilliant turtle

The best pet i ever have

Sorry can't give you the best care

Sorry for bullying you

and

Sorry can't see you even for the very last time.

Thanks a lot

and may your little soul sleep in peace

or maybe born in a better realm.

Thank you and sleep well.

It has been a while and still going on

2010-11-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since the last update.

(I used this sentence every time I post).

Anyway, I am undergo some sort of life, mental, physical and emotional metamorphosis....

(Just like the two years in One Piece( if you are reading the manga))

So it takes some time...

Until then, anticipate for my changes

Until then, be patient

Last drawing until I back

Good luck to every reader and best of luck

Cheers

Jam W

Time to refresh a bit!!

2010-10-11T12:35:00.008+08:00

It has been another long while since I last updated my blog.

The appearance of Plxxk and Faxxbook is really changing my posting style. Instant thoughts, photos and videos can be shared instantly through these two services, and you can get immediate replies too XD. Anyway, I think I still have to keep to my blogging life, since this is where I tell my stories ^^

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Life never get free when the school started.

Spending most time with new-coming kids, helping them out with new environment.

Oct 2,

OCS(oversea chinese students) orientation @ Kenting, with great sun shine, beach and sea!!!

Blue sky, green plains and red-shirt is what I used to describe this orientation XD

Oct 9,

MSIA (Malaysia student association~) orientation,

Made some badges for the kids~

The original image

Seeing those badges and I said: " The best part of the whole orientation is these badges!!! Since the specialty I personally proud of. In leadership I still have lonnnng way to learn."

This is the first time I organizing an activity, as usual I made things at the last minutes = =

But luckily everything turned up in a good way(I think this is the only chance I get so lucky). Having seniors to come around and everybody enjoying it!! Activity's video still in processing. Anyway, you can click into my facebook album to have a look at the photos. Through this activity, I realized that I still got a lot to learn from ><>

Already in my third year. Everything is just passing by.

Walking into Ecology part in my studies.

Hermit crabby I found in my school.

From rough identification I think this is Coenobita Cavipes (do tell me if I identified wrongly)

Three years has been passed by,seriously, I had lost contact with some of my highschool friends...When I tried to chat with some of them, they said these distances really make a "unfamiliar" with them. The truth is "yes"... the common intersection between our life is no longer that much as I was in Malaysia. Really need to gather around next time I back ><.

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It is tiring and time spending when seriously doing something for everybody.

When you look back, the smiles, happiness, and memories everybody gained through this activities, you will feel that the sweat and tears you spent through the way is worthwhile and you gained all happiness everybody gained. Throughout the life, I think university is where we can really accumulate much memories that we recollect when we are old. As it said in chinese“由你玩四年”(let you play through the four years). Not the "play" that we define roughly, is the "play" that how we enjoy these four years, love, society, part-time job and studies, is the four must learn credits in University.

All the best to those fighting their way through university while establishing you best self before going into the society. Dont just study hard, but work smart and play smart!!

Cheers!

It has been a long while~~~~

2010-09-15T23:44:00.006+08:00

It has been almost a month since I last posted.

Summer vacation ended and school started. Now already 3rd year lo, categorized as old man in the school = =. Busy helping freshmen with their school stuff....

Not doing much this holiday... a very peaceful summer.

Do some drawing practices( just a few pieces for the whole summer), hang out with friends, had some part time job to earn some money~

I found that, holiday is really time wasting, because it really cuts off the initiative to do a lot of things (for lazy people like me). Life gets slow when holiday started.

I dont think I tell this yet, I won a prize for a drawing competition, got bookstore coupon that worth NTD1000 XD

The theme is about animal conservation. So I drew some endemic creatures of Taiwan and the way to protect them.... understanding is the most important way in order to protect wildlife.

Oh, and since it is a competition in Taiwan, I made it in chinese~

Another summer practice (so in total I just finished 2 piece of summer pratices T^T)

I think the main problem of this is the eyes, the way I presented it is too stiff = =

2 flyer design I made for my society XD

Those two are the martial arts that we learnt in the club~

Northern Praying Mantis and Bajiquan, will give some brieft introduction next time, if i remembered.

XD, for now and ended my summer report~

Too lazy to post all those stories up, share next time

Cheers

A FOX

2010-08-18T01:38:00.006+08:00

Ta-da!! As I promised I will put up something more serious~

This is the drawing I worked for this while~

spent most of the time carving the face of this little fox and one night to finish off the body and the background~you can see their differences XP

Due to my tight working schedule of this month, I dont really have mood to really sit down and draw them until just now...

Drawing is a life consuming interest~hahaha

If you are serious into it = =,

but please DON'T!!

2nd image is... a for fun artwork~XD

Photo reference : Mr. Dan Walters

Here is the drawing ^^:

Ahoy!!

2010-08-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

It has been awhile...was busy with my part time work, no mood to really sit down and draw *sob

Will put up some serious work asap, anticipate them~ XD

My decision is correct!!!

2010-07-29T23:16:00.008+08:00

Today I had a thought that : My decision to study Biology is RIGHT!!!!

After two years of gaining knowledge in this field, I finally came to this conclusion.

If "studying arts" is a door of my life journey then "taking biology" is a bigger door for me.

If I took art as my decision, I will spend the rest of my life with arts and aiming for the greatest artist. This doesn't mean that, art is not good or I no longer in love with arts, but as my teacher said "Arts" is a very small and limiting door. Today, if you are an artist, what you do is to work to the greatest, if you can't, you ain't anything.

On the other hand, Biology did open up a wider road for my life. I can choose to go into ecology, microbiology, molecular biology and etc, but also in art if I wanted to.

Meantime doing bio, I can make arts as my interest.

Besides learning in Science, I open up my view in Arts( nature itself is a greatest piece of art in this world).

Here is a thought I had, after all I went through this while.

When you are making a decision, there will always be a better choice.

Never be too stubborn towards certain decision/thing you think you are right. When you are seeing it "right" or is the best at this particular moment, it will not be the same after this.

As time passed, we developed ourselves in mental and thinking even it is just few seconds passed, and this development can only be positive and in a better way!!

(However it varies, how much you have developed in time and how environment has made you).

(You can't be dumber than you used to be, right?)

This is what I liked the most in Buddhism : Anicca ( Impermanent) , everything changed!!

Back to my topic about the "decision making". Try to step out from the box when making your decision, listen to others/seek info from 3rd parties (parents are not the first choice, since we seldom agreed directly to what our parents said But, when time passed we will slowly agree with them = =)and think over again will always be a better choice for a better decision.

When you are full of yourself at the moment, decision made will only be usable for the one that stay during that moment, after that, that decision is nothing for you.

So, in conclusion, think over again when making your decision ^^

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Ok, another thought I got from my recently life.

As you know I am in summer vacation now, so I got a lot of time to do some thinking about my life, LOL. That's the reason I enjoy my librarian part time job~ loading books back to the racks and having something to think myself, in a very silent place, books wont make noise~XD

Today, had a dinner with my teachers. My teacher words made me had this "door" thought when I talked about my ambition. Actually those things(interest vs living) are the topics that my parents always talk to me, but I didn't really make them into my ears. Until today....

Parents are the one that closest to us, but their words not always reach us as how the intimacy we are having, then in the end, we still agree how they are wiser than us. How funny we as a human.

Some drawings after the boring talk XD

My first piece of summer coloring practice.

Rough piece of work... Will do better in next piece~

Anticipate it!!!

The drawing I am doing right now, have a peek first

For now ladies and gentleman XD

Cheers for your decision!!

p/s: Oh ya, before I go thanks for those clicking and viewing my little dragon pets XD
p/s: I will off from internet for the whole next week XD, don't miss me ^^

Embarrassment in Library

2010-07-21T20:30:00.004+08:00

Currently working in my school library as my Summer Part time job. Some usual librarian's work--rearrange books back in to the shelves. There is advantages and disadvantages in this job.

Firstly, I dont really sensitive in numbering and alphabets sequences, so it takes time for me to make the books back to their own place, some more the books' numbers are small = =. Then, when arranging the books, dont know where come an initiative to rearrange the messy shelves beside.Some books are old, dusty and outdated. When loading books on the shelves, I always thought: Why library always keep those outdated old books?? Maybe it is still usable....in some way~haha

Following is one(the only one) of the embarrassment happened during my duty.

Usually the books will load onto this small "motile" rack...loaded with 2 sides.

There is once, I finish loaded the one side of the rack and I pushed it

The rack fall down because of imbalance

and my reflex action sure is to pull it up from falling = =

But my body mass no match to the books mass

I was pulled along by the "small guy". In such a quite environment with a big BANG = =

E??

It is so emabrrassed~~!

Luckily, a kind mistress help me up = =

Ok~~

There is advantages too... I get to know a lot of unknown place in this library(place for books~)

For example,I saw Lord of The Rings artbook today, and three of them are there (there is three ep in LOTR serie), without hesitation I grabbed three of them~hohoho. If you never been to that particular bookshelf, if you never thought of reading those cool books, you will never know there is great treasures in this building~ahohohoho

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If you know how a movie is produced, you will give a "OTZ" to those graphic artist of the movie.

They are incredible !!! The designs, effects, creativities and innovative... is not something that can easily produce by common people~nyahahaha

Because of some reason, I taken 2 dinner tonight

Now, I am full like ......a ballon(hah??!)
For now~

Cheers

Mask Rider Phi

2010-07-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

Drew for my friend,

since he always tagged me with the mask rider series.

Body off proportion a bit = =

How can we do a "tag"

2010-07-08T02:07:00.010+08:00

Nobody tagged me, is just I saw this tag thingy, and get an idea to do it with deviant's way.

In blog they say this as "tag", in deviantart, deviant named it as "meme". A meme is a unit of cultural ideas, symbols or practices, which can be transmitted from one mind to another through writing, speech, gestures, rituals or other imitable phenomena.(wiki~~)

Haha, interesting to do it, but it takes time. This is the part one~~

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Been a while since I did my last posting. That time was during my exam..

Now in a 2 months summer vacation !! A lot happened this few weeks...

However, I din have my camera with me, cant tell much stories. Maybe I can conclude the 2nd year of Uni life, and post up the photos later.

During my second year:

I finally become a senior!! but they still call me "xiao di di" = =
Poster I did for events~~
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2009/10/recently-work.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2009/09/fantasy-world.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/03/journey-to-west.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/05/blog-post.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/03/mystery.html
I successfully organize the Malaysia Cultural Foods event, with the help of others~XD
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/05/tale-came-to-end-another-challenges.html
I in charged of the Tom Yam Bee Hun
Became presidents for NSYSU Malaysia Students Association
(I din post about this part = =)
Going insane = =
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/03/when-there-are-100-small-people.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/04/20-birds.html
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/06/interludewhen-is-getting-bored.html
Make my own model~~
http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2010/03/when-100-small-people-are-modelized.html
Confess my feeling to someone, although it didn't success.
Passed my organic chemistry~~! YEAH!!!
My things getting stolen in my house when I back for CNY
I think I growth, not physically but emotionally and the way I think.
Although still keeping the bad temper and those bad habits at least I get rid some of them.
I hold a birds with my bare hand~~!
Made three animals specimen, one sandpiper,one weasels and one transparent fish.

A lot more interesting story to tell...

Anyway, for now. Will keep it up with my new drawings and stories~XD

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Arts~~

Trying to extract more energies from my stomach during my revison= =

(From a manga)

NPC I designed for the telematch

First trial of the MAP

2nd trial

Cover for the camp booklet~~

For now~XD

Coming up next -- Wild life in Taiwan's Gunung Tahan

[Interlude]When is getting bored

2010-06-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

When a person get too insane in doing his revision.....

Seriously,
light source is better when i study this way

Full Metal Alchemist

2010-06-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

After 9 years of serialization, FMA series finally came to an end, with 108 chapters.
The anime, FMA: Brotherhood will end along with the manga at the end of June(If i not mistaken). Congratulation to Hiromu Arakawa sensei for having another series ended, and look forward to the next. It was a nice manga, and one of the great series I ever read.

The theme of the manga is great : Equivalent Exchange, is the greatest point that attracted me to start on with this series. The concept of ancient "alchemy" is special too...till today I dont really read much manga about alchemy(there are games about this though).Anyway, dont want to be a spoiler here, check the manga out if you have free-time, highly recommended. Here, thanks a lot to FMA for accompanying me these year~XP
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After finishing this series, I even sure that manga can be a great literature!
It is just like others literature(poem, short stories, novel...), the different is just how the author compile drawings and words together into an illustrated works. Manga is not just merely or appropriate to be called cartoon production, it means a lot. Like any other form of literature, manga has it own theme, plot, way of telling the stories, characters, values that given to the reader(like those literature we studied during PMR and SPM). It needs some thinking and researches, if you really into the stories.

Manga/comic, can actually be a great teaching material in class...but because of it's informality, it is blocked from the classroom. There is still literature reference book that make the stories into comic strips like "Phantom of the Opera" and "Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde".

Same apply to anime!!!

In defensing the right of MANGA XP
JW

Last CHASE

2010-06-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

Three weeks more and this "chase" will come to an end
Please!!
Put all your concentration in you study
No facebook, no plurk, no youtube,
no drawing(but I had a drawing homework to don by 15 ==)
no crapping

Please la!!!
OTZ
Just this last move and everything will be solved!!

1

2

3

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Your determination!!

Dragonball and curly hair

2010-05-31T01:37:00.004+08:00

Haha, a lot of people with curly hair will definitely thought of this.
I saw this from my friends over facebook~XP
Curly hair has it own good one, this is a gift from our parents(according to genetics), so appreciate!!
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Saturday was the seniors farewell party. Having a lot of fun there. I participated in the performance of the dance : Nobody/Gee. The effects during that day was great!!

This is something we dressed = =~ for more photos checkout over FB.
The second year, another batch of seniors leaving us. Time really passed by. Having a lot of fun with them and learnt a lot from them too. One of my friend said over facebook: We are not just saying goodbye to our Sister, but also our big brother....

There is a understanding towards the feeling : Why we get lonely as we aged. Year and year passed by, those close to us will leave and continue on their own journey. 2 years gone, 2 years left, how much I have written in my diary of memories?

For now~XP

Make-UP

2010-05-28T00:04:00.002+08:00

Something interesting happened...this evening = =
Was thinking about what to do when back from rehearsal for this saturday performance.
Then, my room's door open silently( there was a knock...if i not mistaken)
a colored face person appeared in front of me~XP
He was my friend,just back from his drama practice(for a drama show which will be shown tomorrow), handed over the ticket for tomorrow show = =
I was shocked seeing him in that heavy make-up ~haha. Dont know how to react for that sudden appearance.Since stage performer cant be seen in a short distance, so they got to put up heavy dark make-up = =, is fun looking them in that appearance~haha

Lastly is....
Under maintainance -- MET from Megaman

Rainy

2010-05-25T01:43:00.004+08:00

23th May
Rainy day at Kaoshiung

24th May
Cloudy day at Kaoshing

24th May
My revision didn't go well with me

The rain did wash away the hotness and humidity of this city....
(Dont ask me why the umbrella is shaded with red)

I planned all up to concentrated with my study and revision...
but end up, i finished reading only TWO pages of my organic chemistry TT
I stare at the texts all night...but there isn't any progression
Not the problem with understanding the texts but I am not really in the mood to do my revision!!(is it an excuse??)
If I can just ignore my emotion/mood and do things up, isn't it a lot better
Arrrggggh~

Nothing special to write about for now~
Cheers

末

2010-05-12T18:22:00.001+08:00

Everything almost come to an end~
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Ain't no listen..
Saw it on a mv, so try to draw it out= =
3 hourse again~hahaha
I purposely make it very long~thought of making it as my banner...but
maybe next time~haha

Sometime of university students[pt1]...

2010-05-09T17:22:00.005+08:00

Sometimes,

sleep till the sun shine their head...

Sometimes

Walk to the class

Sometime

Cycling

Sometime

Surf around the world with a "fox"

Sometime
Gone insane(burning midnight oil~haha)

Sometime

Give themselves a holiday~
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believe it or not...
that's how university students live~~jk jk
Those are just some of my stupid nonsense thought, not really related to the real university life.
However, those are the things you at least need to do it once(once will be enough), when you enter university, if not your high education life will be something like high school...
There is 6 more on my list, will post them up soon~

The tale came to an end, another challenges coming up

2010-05-07T21:52:00.007+08:00

Finally the Foreign Country Food Festival had came to an end, as well as Malaysia's Food Festival. Although it is just a 3 days event, but it really took a lot!!...I realize how tough is to be in a food selling industry. Got to do the preparation before the day, buy all those ingredients and packet. The next day got to wake up early in the morning to prepare the stall, and cleaning up the stall in the afternoon...then the routine continues = =. Not an easy work to do, I finally felt how my grandma did...

Luckily all the effort paid and nothing goes wrong throughout the event. We gained some profit for the society too~XD. The feeling of doing things together is really nice, bring back my memories when I first participate in this food festival preparation when I was a freshman~haha
Click me for photos~

Coming up next is the farewell for our senior~ participate in an performance XP
Got to help out too with Malaysia farewell party~
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Just the day after Malaysia's food festival, I went to a farewell dinner organize by my senior(biology's seniors, it is a tradition here to have farewell party for seniors XD). Although it is still early for a farewell dinner, but since everybody's timetable were pack, they make it earlier. We were having buffer =q= at Kaoshiung 85 Building~ Cant say to be very luxurious, but is a lot more compare with our usual life~haha Post some foods photos~
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Before I went to the farewell party, I got my senior an external HDD as a present(the cost was shared by 3). On the way back, I saw this:Gundam made from mega blocks!!!! Sommor with the discount....
Without hesitation I got myself one...

I saw this once on the magazine, first thing I said is:
Wow, even gundam can make into blocks a!!This is the block frame system~hahaha

The back of a samurai(?)~haha
New member added!! So must OTZ to elders first~hahaha
For now la~tomorrow is the WEEKEND!!Got to do a lot of stuff~nyahaha

Okk~
cheers

When can I get this serious when I am doing my study?

2010-05-01T11:10:00.007+08:00

Right hand supporting my head,
left hand rushing over the white paper,
this is what I did most of the time during my class
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I really wish I can be that serious when I am doing others thing...
example:
study, organize something~

However,
this is the reason why I am different from others
*proud*
hahaha

Photos by bryan

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By the way, today is labors' day~
May all labors have a nice day and good rest for all the hard works throughout this year.
Today is also Alex your birthday right~XD
Hope you enjoy your 2009 and wish all the best for your 2010~

For now
Cheers

Unicorn Gundam

2010-04-26T20:46:00.008+08:00

Another coloring practice~~

Lineart
Coloring~~
I did it with a reference photos, even the line I traced with it.
Purpose of drawing this is just trying to make one painting video~XP
I believe art tracing is a way to learn face too~

Character is under Gundam UC@Sunrise
Music by RSP, lifetime respect.
(I addicted with the part where the singers sing ishou, ishou)
As usual, the drawing is rough, but I can feel it's getting smooth.
Seriously, it had been some time since the last I drew with computer.
Getting myself back with CG!!!

I AM BACK

cheers

20 Birds

2010-04-21T14:57:00.004+08:00

Crazy thing I did after 100 people...20 birds drawing!!!(right click for better view)
(There are two humans there and 2 incomplete.
The two Humans are characters I created based on the two birds XP )
Having exam on vertebrae experiment. We had to memorize 20 birds sample, and 10 will be tested during the exam. In order to memorize the 20 of them, I used the flashcards method...(actually I am just full filling my desire of drawing~hahaha).
Not doing well with the coloring, since I am not spending all my time researching how these brids looked like and failure in catching their colors(photos as reference)~haha.

I like Parus holsti the most (the second of the last row)!!
It is cute and with standing feathers on it's head~XP

For now, cheers

A post to thank a particular special person

2010-04-19T04:16:00.003+08:00

Sorry for all the worries, disturbance and suffers caused all this while.
I not sure the reason, but i was relieved after reading your post.

Thanks a lot for everything you have given and share all this while.
I learnt a lot, but not really much yet for me to understand and apply in my life.
Once I told you, it is not worth to put in so many time in me...
I think is my own problem...
Once I felt rejected by the way, it will be rejected for a looooong time. So no matter how many words I used to explain them, it is still a "rejection", that's why I will not choose to explain it.

I admit that I escaped and give excuses from problems everytime I faced them.
Although my parents teachings are strict, but I am still more to a flower born in a greenhouse, an easy broken one. Everyone has the level of stress, same do I...and very limited, I dont like stress.

Human has a lot of stages of growth. I haven't encounter much of this emotion, care related things... before I entered university. Maybe this is the time of changes and reasons why I get so rebellion, full with my way of thinking... It takes time. There will be nice if there is a guide to guide me along my life, but still, I prefer to stick with my own pace.

I not sure the way you look me as, but I am being who am I... ...the one that covered from everyone else.

Thanks again for everything and sorry for everything.
May your journey of life be the best.

When the road diverged

Tony Tony Chopper

2010-04-18T18:13:00.007+08:00

Still alive...

Tony Tony Chopper@One Piece

Attended painter class today~ although next week is my mid-term = =""

Since the appointment for class already made, so got to go~~
Something I drawn at the end of the class~XP.
Today class was mainly on Painter Introduction~nothing much.The drawing was like a coloring practice for me. Effects of thick outline worked well in this drawing.

Following is the teacher's albums..
means I will be drawing something like this in the future (eyes shine)
http://album.blog.yam.com/ahon0508&folder=1000886

Got to continue with my revision. Will be off from plurk, facebook and msn
= ="""
Humans are strange being, feel like my privacy being invaded.

Puppet

2010-04-15T02:15:00.002+08:00

Colour pencil, 10 minutes

Recently...
I forgotten how to speak
@++++@
Must be doing too much of studies..haha

Isane

2010-04-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

My mood change with the weather...
Caught on fire just now...is too humid!!

Keep away from me...I can eat you when I am crazy
Nyahahahaha

jk~

Time waits for no one

2010-04-08T23:22:00.008+08:00

Theme of "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time", a 2006 movie(anime). I like it so much!! From the theme till the drawings.

(MADHOUSE Ltd. copyrighted)

Time will no wait for anyone.
Even you have the ability to leapt through time, but you keep on turning your face away from the reality, in the end you will get nothing. Most importantly, is to face the problem/situation and appreciate the very present moment!! Like is like, dislike is dislike... attitude of "no difference","whatever" is BAD!!!

This time I will no longer stand on the ground, will get myself up and chase for what I want!!!
No matter how many time I fall, I should and always stand up, strengthen myself for every challenges!! Same wishes to everyone who read this too!!
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Haha, since I did a post, I will put some image as well~

I not sure whether I posted this up...anyway I will post it again.
Emo drawings I did last sem... falling downwards~haha

Last sem drawing too...I quite satisfied with this perspective view XP
The mystery man~haha

I happened to collaborate with my senior(teaching assistant) during one of my biotechnology experiment. I drew the hands~haha. Very not my style~haha

By the way I opened a new blog writing something about Wushu, if you interested and want to know more can check it out!!
Art and Wushu-ism

Shall not carry away by the time~
For now OTZ

[Tour Stories]The Golden Gate of Youth

2010-04-06T09:26:00.006+08:00

Telephone booth of JinMen, one of the attraction over there.

You can see "金門" on the booth

Had a short holiday of six days last week. Followed the Overseas Chinese gang to a trip at Jin Men(Golden Gate). Is a small island of Taiwan, from there can see China's Xiamen with naked eyes. 7km of distance between this small island and China mainland -- a place where I wanted to go so much!!

JinMen used to be a place where wars happened, between the mainland and Taiwan. Small island that was hit by tonnes of bombs...A lot of underground tunnels were built during that war age, for linkage,transport or escape...

We walked through a lot of tunnels...

All handmade, you can felt the feeling of hardship during that "bombs' age"
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One of the attraction - swallow's tail building design

Always full of imagination with this kind of old houses...
Practice wu-shu at the front yard every morning? Such a leisure life~ *eyes shine*

The old-time alarm
Made by very thin tile, when someone climb over the wall, these will break and make some sound

A magpie..i suppose
More on my facebook album~
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=157760&id=700987861&l=e9184c1f47
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Something I generated from http://apps.facebook.com/trymakelovelogo/
If you noticed my personal profile there, I had changed my profile name into あと　めもり.
Actually is art memory, written in Hiragana, pronounce as "A-to Me-mo-ri"

For now, cheers~~

The Mystery

2010-03-26T22:21:00.007+08:00

Did a poster of “calling for submissions” for the OCS News
Since it is cally for submission of "anything", so i decided to make this background drawing.
From story of land to the sea, from the dinosaur age to the modern age....
Purple colour signify mystery XD

When added with wordings

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Recently, not much mood in studying.
Opened up the textbook and just in front of me,
I started to busy myself with others thing.
I dont like the felling of doing "nothing" and let the time passed TT
When I looked at others do for each of their days, I felt ashamed of myself.

Maybe this is who I am XD
Will try to fix it soon~

When 100 small people are modelized

2010-03-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

As title, I modeled out my drawing with paper clay XD

I look through the web and found out a lot of people are playing with those PVC chibi characters.Then I came out with an idea that: why I need to pay for others creation, I can create mine too!! I decided to make my own toy and I boy some paper clay from the stationary shop.Head part--The one deep in is place for the eyes XD

Pencil drawing is the setting image

The body~

Model vs Hand-drawing

Long time din play with paper clay(I played it once somewhere~)

Paper clay is easy for sculpturing since just a little moisture is needed to make it sculpture-able（even it dried out!! )，and it dry nicely. Will post up some more image when the base is dried.

When there are 100 small people....

2010-03-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

(righ click to enlarge)

When there are 100 small characters,

they will carry 100 short stories respectively,

and

when these short stories are all together,

they formed a big big world!!!

Why this world we reside now is here?

All because of our STORIES

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Sorry for the big image~~

4 hours with pencil

I started with simple praying mantis head for the first character during my class...

and slowly I caught interest in it and developed into this 101 little character~XD

Tell me what you can see from the drawings...or should i make a name list for it = =

The journey to the west

2010-03-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

I never thought I back so fast from my Hiatus~

Anyway will update soon...meanwhile can comment on my new drawing:

Journey to the WEST

4hrs, still very rough~lazy to change edy = =

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It would be nice if everything is simple like a cake

2010-02-22T01:17:00.002+08:00

The watermelon is as big as my head,
My head is as "juicy" as the watermelon~(only contain water)
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Dear readers,

Due to my computer being stolen during the broke in of my house, I will not be updating my blog often after I back to Taiwan. Means this blog will on hiatus. This year, had gone through a very "special" Chinese New Year~XD. Will be off soon, it will be another (at least) one year for me to come back Malaysia.
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When the date of flight draw near, the feeling of leaving increased...
I din take much initiative in doing things, (eg. meeting with my friends)

This semester will be another big challenge to me...
got to redo a lot of things and catch back my studies that I missed out~

If everything is like a piece of cake...
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Next up:what to do when you lost you passport

From My birthday to Tiger Year

2010-02-15T11:33:00.012+08:00

On Feb 8~~~

I had my dream come true~~haha
The crab pincer nyahaha

I shall tag someone with this~XD

And the crabman come to a rescue~~!!!

Continue to draw after the feast
Nothing special happened at this day la.Still helped out my mom with her cleaning of house, washed through the fans and the floors XD
Then at night my mom asked me whether we want something for supper than "crabs" flashed through my brain.... so I got this "pincer" as what I drawn nyahaha
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Back to hometown on 11 Feb
The best mee stall ever
with the most delicious mee and the best price!!
The "tauke"

mee-hun, mee, kue teoy~~~

Haa-Mee is exclusive on Friday~
My grandma haa-mee is using the real "cuticle" of the praws to cook...
so the soup is 100% pure with it taste XD
taste of PRAWNS
lady finger yeong dou fu~~
the business is especially well every friday haha
This is the curry soup~~

A lot of customer since early in morning~
With all the taste and quality each bowl of mee only sell at a price of RM3.50!!!!
and where can you get a ice barley at RM0.90~~Kajang here at least RM1.10(i think)
My parents always say that my grandma is making no profit~haha
Shall try it next time, if you haven't
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In the afternoon~~

My grandpa fried us some nice fried noodles...
We always miss his cookings
This one is a bit spicy...if i not mistaken it fried with some "spicy oil"
*
simple and tasty
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But then because the house at Kajang faced some problem...
My parents and I had to rush back home at the same evening...
Not celebrating this Chinese New Year at my grandparents home...
That evening sky was so nice~~
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Dinner for CNY
This year is a double festive season,where valentine and chinese new year happened to be on the same day. My dad brought us to a western food restaurant to have a valentine dinner~XD
That restaurant only provide 2 set meal = = (maybe due to valentine la)
The foods quality not really suited the price..a bit expensive
Anyway we did have a nice time there~haha

A special Chinese New Year.
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And the cow turn into a tiger~haha
wish everyone the best in this tiger year!!
Meow~(what~~!)
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19

2010-02-11T12:50:00.003+08:00

19 on 8 Feb~XD
Will tell you what happened on that day and day after but at the meanwhile, I am preparing to go back to my hometown, just a short post over here~

This one is characters/stories I made for the past 7 years...
not much~haha

Anyway, thanks and Happy Chinese New Year

C'est la vie

2010-02-07T22:46:00.004+08:00

I was attracted by the packing and I bought this little Tony Tony Chopper

So cute~(By the way I bought it last year = =)
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Here's the new member of the turtle~
2nd turtle
The Loyal One...Brotherhood~
Comparison between my hand, The Loyal One and the plastic spoon with The Bigger One
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This is how you will look like when you play games until the "enlighten" state
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I saw this "pop pop" when I was roaming through the pasar malam just now.
I got attracted since this was something i played during every Chinese New Year back to my childhood. It was fun when you throw this white "bomb" at the floor and made a "pop" sound~
When I was a kid, I used to unwrapped it, and repacked in a bigger size~but it never "pop" XD
Or burn it with a “magic stick".... and "bom"

So much of memories~
For now, cheers

100 A4 slash~

2010-02-04T15:39:00.002+08:00

A lot of event happened throughout this week.
Went to watch a movie "Spy Next Door" at Pavilion last Friday~
Have cousins to came around and dinner with relatives on Saturday~
Big clean-up for the house in preparation for Chinese New Year on Sunday~at night watched Disney movie(animation) --"The Princess and the frog". Disney movies are nice with all the drawings, musics and simple plot. "The prince and princess live a happy life ever after" *eyes shine*
Then this two days, went to my dad's office to help out. My dad's work is hard. Every morning wake at 6:00am to the office and back home after 7:00pm. I shall seriously do some planning to my life... for the future
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Maybe due to holidays or influences from a book that I am reading now "Ability to think is the greatest Wealth"(chinese), I think a lot this few days, either on my own life or small things that happend around me. Somehow, no matter how much i think, i din get any answer = =

My initial plan for this holiday is to draw a 15 pages manga. After I tried out for the planning of the whole stories, I found out I lack of many things... ...still immature is presenting the storyboard, characters(expression, gestures, actions), background, effects... a lot!!

softer pencil lead is nicer for drawing(eg 2B)

So I decided to change the plan( such a loser!!! I seriously never try out to draw them= =)
Now my CNY holiday plan is to draw 100 pages of A4 paper~~hahaha. That's the meaning of my title and banner "100 Slash of A4"(百A4砍). 20 days before my holidays end and I already did 10 pages ...90 more T__T

I will slowly upload them~If i am hardworking

The love story...

2010-01-25T01:22:00.005+08:00

Following is a "loaf" story of....

and....bread = =""
One day,

and the bread...

.......
...
..

!!!!
Next day...
This is the truth and reality....XD
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Will get a bit "sot" during holiday ~haha
I got this "idea" when saw the words writing on the breadstory box-- The loaf story~(bla)
So I came out with this I tried out with some ...inking
You can see there are spreads of water ink around the drawing..either is the paper's problem or my skill of controlling the ink flow*sniff
(Oh ya, everything up there is fully hand drawn)

For now, XD
Cheers

HOME

2010-01-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

Home is always the best place to be at.

Read some friends personal message :

"My winter holiday is not cold"

That's what it makes a Malaysia--My home.I did complain about the weather for few times throughout the day(thank god that it rained for the 2 days I home).Eat a lot(will continue) these 3 days.Have a more normal routine of life, since this month is a break and re-fuel before I back to Taiwan for another 1 year.

My dad talked with me about life recently. He said, nowadays youngsters just do what they want and ignore what is the best thing that can aid them in the future, thinkings are too shallow. New generation shall look beyond the well opening...widen up the view.

never get satisfy with what you have now

I shall determine what my future road is, on my life, study and even my blog. Erm..not the time to talk about life and study yet. For blog, I will not do much different to this one, since it is where I let out all my "emotion" . I might make a new one~haha... that related to my study life over Taiwan. Actually a lot of interesting thing happen over there, but I just cant take photos everytime or typed them out in black and white. I will try out some comic drawing for them XD

For now, cheers

Please,help me to look over my emotion...

2010-01-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

Here I will rest...

forever...

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I got this idea when caught myself in some emo...

Human's emotion can changed very drastically

I was happy for the whole day of shopping and cycling

and

I just caught emo when someone just asked something about my school stuff

Maybe because I put it in a sleeping mode and just not to think about it

at least for this week

The questioning just made my mind caught into some bad mood

My mind just not prepare for it.

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I found some different between my drawing and others,

Others is either realistic arts or anime style

Mine is both~

a bit complicated(coloring) for anime style

not detailed enough(coloring) for the realistic style

Got to determine a path before I can move on

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2 more days and I shall be home XD

Meet you all then~

Cheers

Conclusion for 2009

2010-01-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

2 subject out organic chemistry and biostatistics....

and I failed both

means...i got to retake next time T___T

means...this sem I learnt nothing...

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Maybe myself is the problem.

Not spending much time and attention in my study...

Knowing the result can be a relief too.

Understand who am I, and got to improve more next sem...

Huu...

The feelings are complicated...

disappointment(i did expect more than this...)?

sad(since this is my first fail for my course..and failed twice in a row)?

relief(i can enjoy my holiday without worrying too much)?

Feel like crying but the heart is just so heavy to let out the emotion...

Huu...

"This is what you get for what you pay, pointless you cry on it right~haha"

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Anyway,

I did get a lot of consolation for this~

I got a foldable bicycle during the OCS CNY activity~

Got treat from the traffic police who stood a the same guard post with me~

Got treat from the vending machine man(the one restock the vending machine)

Eat a nice dinner with my schoolmate~

That's equal...haha

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Instead of crying for what I lost, why don't I appreciate what I earned.

Another 2 and a half year(3 and a half if I decide to extend my graduation), there are chances for me to take the same lesson again.

First time failed, nevermind.Try the second time.

Second time still fail, go for the third, the forth.....

Chinese has a idiom:

If the green hill remain, there is no worry for the firewoods .

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I live because who I AM, not because what what makes me live.

2009

I live no regret!!!

Although in study I don't pay too much attention...

I doze off during the class, doodling in the class, even overslept for my classes.(my ex-classmate will say :"wah!!JW this is not you!!")That's is me.The one used to be during highschool is from the stress of my parents; now without parents I will stress my self and sometime just too loose.I lost my interest in study too, chemistry and maths making me step a bit out from BIO.

I worked hard too(that's is the reason I lose steps in my schoolworks~haha)

I experienced a lot~!!I meet a lot of nice people which usual university student will not get in touch with.Learn some life from them, getting view of others...security guards, traffic police, vending machine man, architect, aunt who sweep the floor, friends from church... a lot more XD

I did earn my first RM1000 in a month and bought a NDSL with it!!(nothing to proud of but i am satisfy with it!!!）

I did join some school society~is like go there and play for few time~

art society -- pastel drawing~

church activity--Christian's life is definitely not suited with me

five element qi kong society-- haha~I learned "Ba Ji Quan" and "Tang Lang Quan"(praying mantis punch) here

I have been a facilitator for the orientation of my department and OCS, got the chance to show the "high" self of me~I had two of my poster printed out too XD.

Sweat and tears in accomplishing an activity with my buddies~a lot of memories

I tour around too~to Kenting, to Taipei. Watch new and interest stuff...

Haven't post up those photos (i will not XD).

A lot of first time throughout the whole year.

I failed 2 lesson~!! For the first time~

Consequence of time managing error and my heart paid in my study.Pointless to regret and say anything for it since this is what i deserved.

Each time my friends asked me why I chose to study at Taiwan instead of Malaysia.I will answer with proud:"With the same price as local university of Malaysia, why don't I just pay flight ticket to experience the other culture of different country?"That's the reason why I come here.To experience... (but at least with a passing grade).

2 and a half year to go...

That's is for my first year 2nd sem and second year first sem.

Disappointment-- for sure!!

But what I gained is far more precious than what I loss.

Apologize to my parents that pay for my study and put in hope...

Thanks a lot to my dad and mom for giving me the greatest advice and when I am upset with my university studies.

A lot of thanks to those giving comments and reading this rants of mine too.

I feel encouraged when I read those comments.XD

4 more days to go and I shall back to Malaysia.

Cheers~

I hate science!!

2010-01-13T12:17:00.003+08:00

I tried my best,

but it never work...Biostatistics is a failure...

I am soooo insensitive with numbers and formula!!!

Without passion,

I shall study science with hatred~!!

"Kill" every science I encountered!!

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"Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
There's no running away from sorrow"

From: 手紙～拝啓十五の君

Yup, no point for me to live in the past.

Believe in my own words and running forward~

Just another 2 days!!

Day 2

2010-01-12T20:57:00.004+08:00

Day 2 of the exam...

Seemed to go a bit off track T__T

Tomorrow and coming Thursday are my big day

2 of my weakest subject~

Hope I will get pass it

Not really skillful in war scene,perspective...

just to express my feeling

Wish me luck~

Cheers

Day 1

2010-01-11T17:54:00.004+08:00

Day 1 of exam...

Everything seemed alright..

At least is as predicted~

Hope the same goes for tomorrow~

By the way happy belated brithday to my dear brother~JW

Wish me luck

Cheers

Today, during organic chemistry

2010-01-07T19:47:00.006+08:00

Next week is my final, and organic chemistry's lecture gave us a final revision for the class.

I got this particular illusion during the class~~

I got a glistering crab pincer image when I was reading through the texbook!!

But the actual product of this SN1reaction is~~

A racemic mixture where 2 enantiomers is formed

It looks like a crab pincer for me~~

I must be hungry T__T

It reminded me to eat crabs next time I home~haha

(jk)

Had a chat with my parents yesterday...

As my dad said, my mind is in at monkey state~QQ

Cant concentrate much, got to meditate more.

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http://natalie.mu/comic/pp/otoyomegatari

By Mori Kaoru

I caught my eyes with this manga~

The arts are neat and detailed

The story sounds nice too, into the tribal life~of a 20 years old bride married a 12 years old boy.

Above link is how the authors sketch>ink>tone

Worth a read~!!

For now~cheers

Cares have a limit ~

2010-01-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

Cares have a limit...

Please dont over do it...

When something exceeded the limit,it makes one feel unpleasant,everything you put in,you care for will only left with a " 0 "....

Why humans willing to spend time on thing that they can never grab?

(continued)Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-02T21:55:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year 2010~~XD

Here is the drawing of the first year~~

This is a failure~~ i planned to do some perspective effect drawing and those single color coloring~then I ended up drawing the wrong human head view with added shadows, thus I decided to change it to some "grafiti" stuff, and ended up I cant make it and replace with this"bluefish" instead TT___TT.

By the way, January 1st is artmemory birthday~XD

http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2008/01/new-yearnew-stylenew-home.html

http://artmemory.blogspot.com/2009/01/2009happy-new-year-1st-anniversary.html

Call upon my dear "inochi" which I forgotten~TT__TT

(inochi: you everytime like this one la~~)

Still the same.Thanks a lot to all the readers, and commenter. Either giving support,comment or advice, everything you all have given did help in my life, at least give me the gut to continue maintain this blog. Conclusion is... ...continue excel!!

New year new style~this time orange~XD

To be continued~

2010

2010-01-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2009,

Welcome 2010....to be continued

I wonder how should I start with my homework...

2009-12-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

The first step always take the most effort *sniff~

I saw this doodles beside my not~so i took it down, since it resembled my feeling the most at this moment. Thinking is wandering all around, doubting how to start my homework and revision.

Time just passed by TT__TT

*-0.683 is a correlation coefficient of two set of data~*nod

Lucid Dream

2009-12-30T01:37:00.005+08:00

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/luciddreams.htm

http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/luciddreams2.htm

Lucid Dream, where you realized you are dreaming, when you are dreaming. I tried out the few ways stated in the website above, and it did give out some effect. Not that I can read/study in my dreams, but I think I was quite aware of it in my dream~haha

I counted as what it stated in the article when I am going to sleep,one-I am dreaming, two-I am dreaming..... till 10~11 something and I lost the count and left with I am dreaming,I am dreaming...then I slept.

There is one particular dream I had which I think the story is quite interesting.There is a key in that world, and this key is a key which open up the world in the key holder mind.When you hold the key in your hand, the world will change according to what in your mind~~like: cake houses, flying MRT or a flash flood =[]=. Then, I hold a girl(hmm... the key owner's daughter or granddaughter) hand, and just running away from all this strange happening

That's is the great part... but I think I am too into it =="""

Try it again next time~haha

Another one day 2009 will come to an end...

Live the last moment with all the best~!!

Cheers

Merry Christmas!!

2009-12-26T00:14:00.005+08:00

This year is a Christmas of love...

Where Jesus spent through and experienced "his"whole year with his beloved one.

Manage to make one drawing(after 12~)

Anyway, I did experience a special Christmas this year.I went to watch Avatar(must watch at cinema, better with 3D) during Christmas eve and went to a church activities~experience how Christian celebrate this sacred day~ Really taken a lot of experience~XD

May everyone be blessed on this special day.

And a very Happy Birthday to Jesus~XD

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5 days and 2009 will come to an end.

How you spend it?

I still have 4 reports pending,

1 article work to be touched up,

A week of big exam to go through~~~

and I shall be home soon~!!

Anyway, will stop here~

Merry Christmas!!

2009-12-24T02:02:00.002+08:00

Whenever you fell depressed,

Whenever you fell lonely,

Whenever you fell lost,

Whenever you feel something,

Don't worry, there will always be someone who support you.

Your family, your friends, the almighty god(if you believe) and even your enemies.

So, be happy and think positively.

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On going 2 manga story planning and character design XD.

One short and the other one i planned to make it long~ anyway~will post it up when i am free

Hoho~

Still have few drawings from my last training haven't post up.

Soon I will be free~ and that time be ready for a nice "eyes feast"

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By the way,

is christmas eve~!!

Have fun~~

Cheers

What~~

2009-12-22T12:21:00.003+08:00

I sleep through the class today...

Sort of too tired = =""

Shall not stay up late just to study

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Lost my dear 16G pendrive and still haven get it back yet~~!TT__TT

Pastel+colored pencil+pencil

Something I did yesterday = =

I did half of his face...was too lazy to draw full XD

For now~

Light and easy evening~

2009-12-18T23:37:00.005+08:00

Light and easy evening at Kaohsiung

A background layout I made for a...newspaper??XD

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No more heroes

When the waves are crashing down
Pulling you to sorrow
I will sail you back to shore
When there are no more heroes
Over under, near or far
I'll be right beside you
Standing here with open arms
When there are no more heroes

And through it all
And through it all
When you're tired and you stumble I will carry you
When starlight falls, my love will guide you home
You'll never be alone
When there are no more heroes
It was you who showed me how
Brought me back to glory
Through hopelessness and darkest days
It was breath you gave me

Why Facebook is not my textbook??

2009-12-17T00:48:00.004+08:00

Why facebook is not my textbook??

I was so addicted to it!!!

Besides from the mini-games and application, things happening around my friends are catching my eyes too!! Got to stop it~~I sold all the fishes in my tank and stop producing food TT__TT.

This semester, my studying quality is at severe state!!

I might get a fail for few of my subjects~Biostatistics, Organic Chemistry...I just realized it when I had my dinner with my classmate (when they chatted about STUDY LIFE!!). A lot of my subjects are at the border line too, at the falling cliff. The more I thought about this, the more I afraid whether I can graduate safely. This reminded me about another incident, where one of my friend saying he plan to follow the professor lab to go out for investigation/research at some where of Taiwan(ecology related). I said I wanted to follow too, but his reply was : "Why you want to go, you dont know anything." That did hit on my head... ...ecology is out in my choice,unless I really investigate Malaysia ecology~haha= = (some field I thought before).

Instead I should say, the time I spend is really not enough. That particular friend of mine already get in touch with almost all the ecology teacher on this department, but I am doing nothing(this is normal)!! Still can't see the road to follow. Talk about effort, my friend did told me: "English is your advantage of studying at Taiwan. We spent more time on studying the original text, but you can do faster than us"

Maybe there is something stuck in my study... a lot of confusion in every lesson but I reluctant to ask...carrying an attitude of: nevermind, I will just muddle off TT__TT

There isnt any use to study with the way used during secondary!!!

Self discipline...where are you!!

From the very early beginning, everything is a mistake.I didn't do much research on what I want to study, I just choose what my will...

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Get a day of mine...without class(teacher on leave), without work, without task(I put them aside)

It is nice to really be free.I can't really function when everything clump together *sob

Fall for You-Secondhand Serenade

Accidentally found this title when I searched on youtube...Nice song~XD

I wonder how come my mind can spare out time to think something else on the other hand my homework is not going well = =

=O= * my blog is getting more towards text... no mood to draw argh!!

Going to end 2009 with pathetic

Seclusiveness

2009-12-08T21:41:00.005+08:00

Seclusiveness? anti-social? eccentric?...

A lot of people looking at me this way... not really mixing up with others.

Having dinner alone, going for class alone, go out for a walk alone...

I am not anti-social is just I wish to have more time alone, a peace of mind, a gap of time for myself and socializing is a complicated stuff. A wide social circle is needed for my future career/life but socializing is not an activity that must be done everyday, right?

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Didn't really spare out time to arrange the photos I taken during the Kenting trip.

My desktop is in a mess now~ got to put things in order before I have the space to work out(＊this is an excuse).

It is quite sometime I din post up new drawings.So, I threw up some drawing I drew all this while XD

Drawing practice with Fairy Tail

Faces

Faces of musician

(I drew them during music class where teacher put some orchestra video)

Girls(?)

Incomplete knives swinging action

Violinist (Incomplete since I found the proportion is sort of off~)

Listening to mp3~~

Bird~(I based on the Bee-eater)

When realized something during class O O

The "star"

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Urgh~! I should be doing my revision just now!!TT__TT

That's all for now la, comments are welcome as usual XD

Cheers

Drawing training...

2009-11-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

Went for a tour last saturday~
Main purpose is to draw and to let go some stress~
thanks a lot to my senior for bringing me there.....
Will post a report after I arrange the photos and drawings(It took 3~4 hours just to make 3!!)

Anyway I will just make a short post here~XD
cheers

Reached an endpoint

2009-11-18T12:26:00.004+08:00

Finished my mid-term, conclusion is this exam is totally ruined!! However, everything is in my expectation since I didn't really put much effort in my study.

I wonder what happened to me. During highschool, I can finished my revision easily within few hours. Come to university, everything is different. I learn much but I didn't get it well in exam. I cant really stayed focus during my revision, outside attractions are too many, self-controlled is insufficient. The main reason might be studying oversea( this condition only apply to me). No parental control on everything you did here, and parents will not know what are you doing right here. This is one of the reason to study abroad, not to do whatever you want but to learn self-discipline, to learn self-controlled. It has been 1 and almost a half year, but my self-discipline never get better, but is turning worse. It needs a change~! What I did now totally not worth the money my parents pay for my study over here.

1 and 1/4 years with Bio, I still cant find much interested in it. My dad always tell me to try to make something you don't like to something you like. I wonder did I open my heart for Biology?
Before I get to university, I was really interested in Biology... At least from the basic I learned is " yes". When get further in this complicated subject, I started to fear it, fell like stepping out of this circle. I heard from my seniors:

When you are at highschool, you will want to study to Professor.
When you going to you degree course, you will think master is enough.
When you are doing your master, you will think of quitting it before you graduate

The choices of your studying are getting smaller, more "professional".You learn everything of biology during your highschool,not specific. You get a clearer image, and more focus title when you are on degree. You got into the field you interested(medical bio, molecular bio or ecological bio) when you are doing master. Finally, you focus on one subject/one title/one thesis during your professor... ...It is a hierarchy. Seriously, you can't excel to the top with just merely studying/interest... It costs a lot!!

Anyway, what we studying not will not 100% determine our future career...
So, start revision earlier next time. This is just half of my semester, so why I waste my time punching on my own confident~XD

cheers~!

Sorry to all of your effort

2009-11-15T22:37:00.003+08:00

Back to the cup of "Bak Kut Teh" and Nasi Lemak...
All left is the empty container with the smell that reminded me of my hometown....
Shocked~!!
Everybody efforts are just dumped by my carelessness!!
Really sorry~!! To NSYSU Malaysia association, to every malaysian!!
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Today is Malaysia gang cooking day~ they made nasi lemak and bak kut teh early in the morning.I din join since I had my part time job and woke too late = =. I still got one from the chairman ...Somehow, I didn't take it since I was too busy with my work and planned to keep for my supper. Went out with the gang for a dinner to celebrate my senior's birthday, and left the meal at the guard post where I worked~
The moment, I back for them...left is just the foods' smell...The brother over the guard post helped me to clean it, since he seemed it is spoiling...nothing left...

Watched back the photos at the facebook...
I felt terribly apologize to everybody's effort.....Really sorry!!
Sorry for the one who took it to me, for the one who made it, for the one who bought all the ingredients!!
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An apologize text

Mid-term exam

2009-11-10T02:17:00.003+08:00

Rushing for my mid term...put out some time to murmur a bit.
Still a lot of things to be done~namecard final touch, activity transport arrangement, my own homework, disease table(I have to memorize 60 diseases name, how they spread, types, symptoms and treatment)for microbiology class, revision and revisions!!Life is tiring when there is a lot of last minutes work, because everything will definitely clumped together at that particular time.

With one brain, two hands, <24hours, added with bad habits that escaped from studying during exam periods... really not much can do.

School part time job is really taken up my weekend, either for study or something I like to do~got to tune it up before I end myself in troubles.

Today is the microbiology mid-term... I dont think i did it well(wrong for the first question= =), not much preparation though. Just managed to scan through important parts...

Follow up is Introduction to arts and appreciation>Biostatistics experiment>Organic chemistry>Biochemistry>Biostatistic

Forgotten to add~~will be tying out Art society after my exam...
That's all my meaningless time wasting talk~just to complain a bit~XD
Cheers

Stubborn me

2009-11-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

Stubborn...
this is who I am until today...
reluctant to change... this is who am I ...

Hmm...I wonder what happened to me recently~haha
Messy from bottom to the top~

[RE]If I am not taking BIO, what am I doing for my future??

2009-11-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

Thought this for some time...
Why I am asking these questions??
Rather spending time posting this kind of meaningless post, why don't I spend more time on how will I manage my subjects and life well?
Thanks a lot for the advises...
If I were to serious on doing everything, I don't think I will faced up with all this troubles.
The importance is how I face with each issue, not why I am facing with it.Remind me of a phrase that my dad told me:"Study hard, Play Hard"

So~~!
Let's packed up and start all over again!!
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Watched "Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure".
A nice fairy 3D animation(from pixar), storied about friendship.I wont be a spoiler here~watch it yourself. The storyline is alright, but the musics and graphic drawings are nice!!Recommended

"The greatest treasures are not gold
Nor jewels nor works of art
They cannot be held in your hands
They're held within your heart
For worldly things will fade away
as seasons come and go
But the treasure of true friendship
will never lose its glow "[Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure]

If I am not taking BIO, what am I doing for my future??

2009-11-05T01:23:00.003+08:00

Seriously...
After a struggle with Bio-statistics,I came up with this sort of thinking again.
If I did not decide to take Biology, then what can I do?What I capable of doing?What am I doing now?(Maybe still biology but somewhere else)

Medics?(Chemistry related) ~out
Chemistry,physics and maths related ~out (no engineering ~)
IT... interested but is too complicated ~out
Economics, business and managements no basic and not much interest in, ~out.
Languages... I got 3 Bs for three language subjects!!
Arts... I am just on basics...can even managed details finely...

So..I still have to walk on with Bio.1 and 3 months, still cannot find any subject that caught my attention ,that convinced me to continue with it.Not as some of my classmate that seriously put in time for their field!!

Another 9 months for me to discover my interest before I end my 2nd year.
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Accidentally saw this PM of my friend:
Farming,fishing,smithing,making God's armor, fight on mission is a life that worth a live(those are in game's life).So,the mission of Biology is to make "animals" that will drop out item when it is being slashed~!
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So what is Bio's vision and mission??

By the way,it already 10days since my last post..

The feeling of going home

2009-10-26T02:54:00.003+08:00

Actually that is quite nice to wait for the day to come.
Every second it goes, the feeling will get a lot better.
That's the way to keep a cheerful mind~XD

87days...
Got to learn more and put in more effort~
for this remaining sem(far to go yet = =)
You will only experience that anticipation when you are out to a stranger's land on your own
and understand the true meaning of home sweet home~XD

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This weekend I went for jogging~ and eat a lot~!!
I want to grow taller, that's my determination(hah?)
Hope it(exercise daily) becomes a good habit~haha

For now,
Cheers

[RPG ]The fire village

2009-10-25T00:36:00.005+08:00

Tried with RPG making with RPG maker VZ
quite fun~ this is the first village I madeXD
There is a three floors inn, an item shop with some gardening, and two villagers house.
Can totally configure the whole game according to your wish, it will be perfect if added with programming skill ~Tomorrow will try to add in some storyline~

You may get the trial from here~
http://tkool.jp/products/rpgvx/eng/index.html

Got to write a plot for it at least~tsk tsk
So for now~got to wake early tomorrow.Cheers

Finally...

2009-10-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

After so many days of hardwork~finally i get it done.
Still got some place to touch up for the drawing~XD
This is a low resolution drawing so cant see a lot of detail( not much detail by the way~)

Today went for a dinner with my seniors.
Japanese foods~XD
Didn't take picture~wait till i get back my camera
After that have a dessert at nearby Crown Fancy(something like starbuck/secret recipe)
Chit chat around~ listening to some interesting...

In total, today lived a luxurious life~
Got to take a rest ~
Cheer

Today's work

2009-10-23T03:47:00.002+08:00

Most satisfy with the goldfish~XD
Thought of the idea of putting some microorganisms inside the picture~so check them out on the first~quite big though

Friday is the due ... got to finish it soon~
Cheers

Recently work~~

2009-10-22T01:31:00.004+08:00

Drawing poster agian~haha
This time is for Bio society~The Bioligical Week which will held early of November.XD
Title is something related to living beings.Subtitle is "com if you are living things" (direct translate)

draft~~

halfway of colouring~lalalala

Got to finished before friday~haiz

That's all for now~
cheers

Final fantasy logo

2009-10-14T23:14:00.004+08:00

If you ever know what is Final Fantasy~
Then you should know how it's logo looks like.
I saw how to make this effect when I was searching how to create draw using colour gradient.
Still experiencing with it~XD

Above drawing is drawing of a character from flame tribe~XD

My schoolmate suddenly get attracted to this little digital stuff = =
the first version of tamagochi~XD

This kind of virtual pet cant really interact with their owner~haha
But then the feeling of raising digital pet together is fun~

Meantime, I found out that the first version of digital pet digimon is based on the design of tamagochi~"The toy began as the simple concept of a Tamagotch for boys (as Bandai was also the creator of the Tamagotchi)."(source:Wikipedia)

A chart of tamagochi's growth

Currently at the second stage~XD
Got to continue with my studies~
cheers XD

2009-10-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

Right click for better view~
Try out with some photoshop effect~XD
quite fun doing it~need to seriously re-study my photoshop(never start it before = =)

By the way, that is Mount. Kinabalu over there~

If one day, I disappeared...

2009-10-11T01:01:00.003+08:00

If one day, I disappeared ...
Will anybody noticed the gone of me??

I dont really like living in group...
because I afraid of being forgotten...

I also want to shine like others...
Why??

The cloud drawing that i wanted to try out...
not really satisfy with it~tsk tsk

For now~